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I just want one thing
I've only ever wanted for one thing so badly in the past 4 years and that's to troon out. I just want to get tits and get rid of my huge cock. Is it too big a dream?
9AGN9u
No.378012
i cant, it feels suffocating, it feels cold, even in summer, it feels so cold, i never felt relevant in my life, i had good grades but couldnt cope with loneliness down the path and ruined everything, i killed the rythm of "good studious boy". i cant put effort into so many things, i am not hard working, i am lazy, i accept it. i can only hardwork for 1 thing, 1 path only, i cant micromanage 100 things, i will just isolate and grind dsa untill i get a job. my motivation is same as everyone, i just want relevancy, i want better money. i have lost so many times, can't fucking believe there are 150 fags who have more cgpa than me in my college out of 320.
9AGN9u
No.378013
how can i stop clinging to this feeling of "hope", that yes i will somehow pull cgpa up and will sit for most companies, i dont want to feel it at all, this hope makes me sick to stomach. i just want to accept i lost again and work hard for something else i have doing for while.
9AGN9u
No.378014
jfl, i feel some shame now when i even say, i have been a terminally online chakka for 6 years and my teenage went through nothing but rotting in room.
SS7FDG
No.378015
soja anon
it’s not worthy turmoil
dVzZbU
No.378016
>>378013
Im sorry to hear this anon, but you quite literally will be unable to lose hope. Misery and suffering are negations, they can never be actively pursued, you will always, always as long as you live, be filled with possibilities. Should you die, that is the ultimate negation, but as long as you live, there is ultimate hope for extreme joyous Happiness.
I know its hard, but atleast be neutral. I know its stupid to hear that it gets better, but what other option does it have but to not eventually be figured out?
I cannot help you directly, I cannot help your situation or mental state, but I can hope for you. I want you to know that it wont just get better, but you wont believe how great it can be.
9AGN9u
No.378017
>>378015
i cant sleep at this point, i will cover up syllabus and break my back untill last unit is covered then sleep. i really wished my baap wasnt a lazy wageslave and made some good cash.
SS7FDG
No.378020
>>378017
kekda, its all about the units. fml
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hLqnuw
No.378023
>>378012(OP)
my cgpa is even below that ,i just had connections and changed my cgpa in tpo to 8.01 so as to sit in placements.
But i have the second best lc profile in my college,so cgpa doesnt matter if you have abive 8 or 8.5 just grind dsa
9AGN9u
No.378024
>>378023
It's 6.6
