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No matter how much I listen
Daily Diary Posting
Y2KxNt
No.147246
Reminder to myself
>never blaady give in to softness
>pajeets have given you the eye before you were frens
>after knowing you they fagged out to coerce into into a position to rape you violently
>they no longer give you the eye naw but it doesn't mean the rape isn't incoming
>blaady pepo say isme maja nai hain just to put you out of the campetition
>remind yourself of those skewl days when those blaady pajeets raped you
<nyo eww anan that rand is uggo
>that fag proceeded to talk to her after you fell for it
>that is blaady laife yea
Y2KxNt
No.147254
J/hzT6
No.147258
>>147254
yarr mai bhi raat bhar nhi soya, can't seem to fix my sleep cycle. jewpsc preparation bhi thikk se nhi hoti raat ko. I hope aapka thikk hojaye cycle desu
Y2KxNt
No.147274
>>147258
> jewpsc preparation bhi thikk se nhi hoti raat ko
sirs what stage are you in? are you done with the basics and doing mocks or something?
>I hope aapka thikk hojaye cycle desu
idk yaar I will try to stay awake today I guess. I tried to sleep lekin neend nai arella toh isse accha na sou aur aj rat ko jaldi jaldi dudh pikar sojayega. dikte hain yaar
Y2KxNt
No.147285
>>147274
Daily Diary Posting
Bros, as I was about to sleep the past few days flashed by my eyes for a while and almost made me lose it once again. It was my bro who fed me chimkin and daaru a few weeks ago. He kept talking about his brother in law and how much of a nalayak he is that he strives on his myeam's pension and his baap's savings along with his waife's salary and does literally nathin other that drink daaru and majaa.
It isn't the first occasion when he has done this and it seems to me the other taimes he pulled me in for a drink or sumthang my bhabi gave me the look of pure hatred and anger.
In other cases where he didn't complain about stuff but was in a good mood and drank with me, my bhabhi didn't care about it when we ventured upstairs.
But even those days have decreased in frequency and now he only drinks with his friends and even tho I am right there, he never calls me and here I am feeling guilty of nat sharing a 20 rupee chimkin fry with him.
Blaady
anyways what this particular group of incident means is what I suspect
>the randi bhabi and this bro fights about whose brother is a greater nalayak
>me a 38 year old or her's a 48 year old
>the rand probably wants him to jew more cash to give gifts to her brother
>only then he decides to drink daaru with me
I don't complain bros cause I literally can't tell the difference between the desi that I have in storage and the angrezi that he gives me as charity other than the potency. all I care about is the chimkin
Like blaaaady it seems to me that I am a internal joke in certain groups of the vamily.
Blaady I will never open my mout irl. not even amongst the people in my vamily.
I won't even speak to my myeam from naw on. I will only listen to her and my baap's retarded story because I like them and are the only closest ally that I have no matter how faulty they are.
Fuck everyone bros. everyone is blaady out there to get me it's just they never say it out loud.
I never wanted this, I blaady wanted to work. It wuzz them and the skewl and the pajeet teachers who raped my future by hiding the reality from me. Whenever I made attempts to see the reality for myself I wuzz shamed and made to thimk in terms or positive thangs for their own personal benefits.
It just gets too tiresome bros. I thimk that it will get better and then I blaady see a blaady chamar younger than me clearing and jaining rrb po onjewtube. I blaady hate that pajeet, probably cleared pre using chamar quota and got chamar boost in interviews.
blaady
