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Tuesday mood thread
L3+a1l
No.151451
one pic to share how u feel rn
2YtIWz
No.151455
>>151451(OP)
F90Uew
No.151456
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Tul8OY
No.151632
today aint a good day
XZXm0s
No.151634
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L3+a1l
No.151660
mood as of now
D/pnIV
No.151674
>>151451(OP)
It was a bad day for me too
L3+a1l
No.151691
>>151674
what happened anamas
p3U5N+
No.151692
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mrGvfJ
No.151749
I got a stupid grin on me face
Everyone hates me it's hilarious
I didn't do shit other than live my conscience
mrGvfJ
No.151750
>>151749
And it's gonna be solvent soon
L3+a1l
No.151754
>>151749
dMQWzO
No.151805
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YAui+k
No.151819
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Of8MBj
No.151970
cYoyaY
No.151994
It's almost like I am melting, I did few squats to release muscle tension day before yesterday and i feel weak for some reason and tired and sleepy even though I slept 4hrs in day and 5hr from 10pm to 3am
cYoyaY
No.151995
>>151994
That's why I don't go to gym when I just buckbroken by few aquats and few km of walks then how will i cope with such workout. It also sabotages my learning process.
k1T0PQ
No.151996
>>151451(OP)
Yaar aaj pajeeta (edi) ne toh hadd hi kar di maa ki laudi ne. Aaj mai late ho gya cheats banane ka mauka nahi mila. Waha pe mere next line me 2 seat aage ek ladka leke aaya tha. Woh kar kar ke sabko fek raha tha. Uske peeche 2 pajeeta baithi thim ek pyaari thi aur dusri bhengi sa thi (edi)in. So woh ladka karke de rha tha. Fir usse peeche wali ladki ko de diya jo pyaari si thi. Fir maine us se maanga, Uss pajeeta ne fir mujhe de diya clumsily. Pyaari kahi ki. Lekin uss peeche wali (bch) (edi) chutiya ko lodi ne mujhe itna ganda ignore maara ki mera pura self esteem khatam ho gya. Saali behnkilodi ne dekh ke ignore maara. Jab koi koi invigilator tha bhi nahi aas paas. Mujhe boht bura laga uske. Yeh nahi ki usne cheats nhi feki lekin kyuki uss bhangan ne mujhe ignore maara itna ganda. Mere aage peeche wale ladke bhi keh rhe, "oho, nakhre toh dekhe saali ki. Apni shakal nhi dekhi behnkilodi ne". Lekin mai sach kahu toh mujhe boht bura lag rha hai. I went from incel to somewhat goodlooking coz of other experiences, like some people telling me, catching girls looking at me and stuff. But her ignoring me like that mujhe boht bura lag gya. Main ek baar aur bhi usse awaz lagayi soch ke ki kya pata use suna nhi hoga lekin behnkilodi ko achhe se suna aur usne fir se ignore kar diya. Boht self esteem down ho gya mera. Uss pyaari ne mujhe ignore nhi kiya aur invigilator aage row me khada hote hue bhi risk liya farra fekne ka lekin uss (edi)and ne mujhe boht ganda ignore kiya. I am humbled yaar today.
Yaar uglyjeetas tum aisi kyu ho
cYoyaY
No.151997
>>151994
Wish I was a fish or some sea creature, imagine being in water whole life. Only time i feel good is when I am taking shower.
cYoyaY
No.152000
>>151996
You may just rope if you can't even study for 6hrs for endsem exams
ahakZF
No.152068
>>151451(OP)
iLGqm3
No.152099
I feel like I don't have one single anchor or purpose in life...
Just drifting through short term commitments and doing stuff just to get to the next stage in life but I don't have a single direction or a "life goal" to follow.
I feel disoriented and disillusioned and get confused on what to do next during transition periods like during semester breaks or after big exams
L3+a1l
No.152100
>>152099
>Just drifting through short term commitments and doing stuff just to get to the next stage in life but I don't have a single direction or a "life goal" to follow.
Focus on earning lots of money. Realest advise i can give it to you.
d6P12w
No.152101
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iLGqm3
No.152102
iLGqm3
No.152106
>>152100
Yeah I guess that will be a good enough anchor for me
L3+a1l
No.152107
>>151996
brootal
5s6TUT
No.152320
Manager took my gand again
fUDkN1
No.152355
>>152320
Post
kJI/In
No.152369
>>152355
>Post
k1T0PQ
No.152372
>>152000
Yaar stoodycel maine likha kya hai tu dhyan kispe de rha
>>152102
>>152107
Yaar mai yaha ka stonecold truecel hua karta tha. I was truecel ugly in my teenage. Lekin maine improovment kiya tarah tarah ka. Reading, grooming, reading color theory and fashion to get better sense of dressing, 100s of hours of various types of improovment videos, skincare, aesthetics, social skill etc. forcefull hopepilling ki. Lekin sabse hard apne aap pe itne mental experiment kiye uss truecel mentality se bahar nikalne ke liye. I went from stonecold truecel to somewhere. I had starting thinking of better myself and somewhere in between started to see myself as fairly attractive. Lekin aaj jo uss pajeeta ne ignore kiya meri self esteem ki puri chud gyi. I don't think I'll be able to get out of this for a long time. If even such jeetas are ignoring me on my face then what can i hope from any other girl. It would have been better if she outright refused. I was about to start some talk with that another pyaari girl, she lives around my area so i thought we shohld have some contact. And obviously she's out of my league and i didn't even expect anything lekin ab toh mere me himmat nahi bilkul bhi.
Thanks bhanganjeeta for making me touch my truecel roots again. Ab dekhte hai mera BPD brain kitna time leta hai isse nikalne me
