/b/ - Random

I dont even feel like cooming anymore. The feeling is just not there and everytime I do (once or twice a month) to keep prostate cancer at bay it feels like a chore. Has anybody else in the same boat as me?

I sometimes get the urge to coom now and then but it is purely biological. I haven't coomed in 9 days now and I only coom like once a week out of that same prostrate check that you speak of. Seeing THE SUBSTANCE also fucked me up because the main character looks like a coomer and then becomes one of those gigacoomer wojak image in the end and she keeps abusing the spinal fluid to enjoy the moment.

>>246608

since I realised my fate is sealed as a permvirgin loner I started to despise the biological clock

When I see other people with kids or spending time with their parents I get this ugly feeling in my stomach like I'm watching something I will never have it cannot be cast away easily so I just endure it its pretty depressing honestly

>>246623

I don't even like the act of masturbating. I imagine myself looking at me, in there, sitting on the bathroom floor, naked with a phone in hand and a dick in the other and looking at my phone and then swiping and scrolling and... it's pathetic.

Also, I don't even last for more than 5 minutes if I don't edge. Sometimes I just get frustrated and impatient because of how pathetic it all is and just don't care about edging.

>>246665

this wasn't a problem in my teenage years at least but now that I'm in my 20s with more clarity as to how bleak the future really is, the post nut clarity gets more and more unbearable because it's not just about pleasure anymore but the original objective of ejaculation that is procreation and that part is completely missing obviously

>>246681

I don't know how old you are but I'm in past 30 and... it really hurts. Masturbation only fills me up with regret. I should be having 2 kids right now, but I'm not.

>>246759

im 24 now and while some would say I still have (((hope))) or chance they dont realise how difficult it is to pick back up after going dark for several years like I haven't done anything significant in over 5 years that too in my most important ones

>>246772

If this is any solace, maybe 60% of your problems is not your fault. The boomers, the leaders and the politicians have fucked up the Indian Economy for good. If you want you can check out some walking videos of some other country, say Japan's rural areas and you'll find out that it's infinitely better than a well developed city in India. They ruined it all. You can work in a ramen shop or a convenience store and you can still be treated "respectfully" by other people, but not here.

>>246796

>maybe 60% of your problems is not your fault

pretty much thats what I meant when I said I have more clarity now than I had back as a teenager but the thing is you cant even vent your frustration to anybody here because then they will go on chanting about muh struggle and how you have to build everything on your own with little to no financial or moral support lmao like at that point might as well just exist with the flow and wait till the inevitable end