nRc0d4
No.541190
its has been 3 years of me being in college now. even from the day of orientation i didnt want to go to college, its just i never said it loud in my mind. the only reason that makes feel like "oh well atleast i get too see my crush there". if i wasnt so autistic things would have been different. its just now 6th sem and i dont think next sem have anything much, even now i see her very less, the frequency kept decreasing. its too low itself now, it will be just 1 day in next sem. i will probably be out of this place on a job in 8th sem. its all same again, i just want it all to end like jee, i wanted that 1 year of 12th to end so bad and when it ended i couldnt even feel any relief because i knew how fucked i am and its all same again like clockwork. people are what they are, i have never seen anyone change.
aQ4rRT
No.541193
5drPJw
No.541194
>>541190(OP)
If you're a hindu, go to temple and pray to bhagwaan. If you're a muslim, go to masjid and do namaz. If you're a christian, go to church and ask for Jesus to guide you. Things might get a little better since you'd have other person (even if it's unreal) to share your emotions to.
nRc0d4
No.541198
>>541194
i cant even imagine it too be true.
lKfgJ6
No.541200
>>541193
image.png is just the generic name thag browser gives when you download an img. Op freshly donwload this 'jak from internet, meaning he doesnt have his collection, meaning he is a normoid faggot
nRc0d4
No.541201
nRc0d4
No.541204
>>541200
sorry pajeet i couldnt follow your "norm" of being a le ebin niche imageboard(auto-excised) since its not lockdown anymore.
lKfgJ6
No.541205
>>541204
Kys, then you can stop whining
5drPJw
No.541207
>>541198
I can relate, but it's the only safest option to help you.
nRc0d4
No.541209
>>541205
no, you
nRc0d4
No.541216
>>541207
it certainly doesnt, i have to go to temple sometimes like on saturday and no, it doesnt help.what is there even help about. its just how i am.
5drPJw
No.541233
>>541216
I see, but don't kill yourself anon. May you find happiness that you deserve.
vS6CWQ
No.541254
>>541190(OP)
> its another episode of pajeet LARPing as an US high schooler
nRc0d4
No.541264
>>541254
Teri maa ka (auto-excised) saale nri(auto-excised)
nRc0d4
No.541265
>>541233
i am not killing myself yaar
uIxv+P
No.541270
>>541190(OP)
literally me. a girl i used to like in high school also goes to my university, but she is one year senior to me despite both of us being classmates in 10th because my visa was 6 months too late 
but tbh, even if i wanted to, I don't think i would be able to find her. My university has 9,000+ students in just the 1st year, so trying to find a 2nd year is practically impossible. There is also the possibility that she has already been fucked by now because of her sorority friends who are a bad influence on her
nRc0d4
No.541290
>>541270
you can just narrow it down specifics like what major she is in, how she looks, she is indian so that is one more specific. by this you can find more specifics. i found my crush's house this way, took me quite some time through hints.
nRc0d4
No.541307
>>541305
i am a creep, i am a weirdo...
uIxv+P
No.541308
especially since the chances are so low. i mean, what are the odds? also i look mid and autistic
uIxv+P
No.541309
nRc0d4
No.541311
>>541309
sab sune hai yaara, ah. good night
84+XUv
No.541314
>>541271
Reminds me of my college days. My fren and I would go for night walks like 2am, 3am...probably most humane memories of my college also - comfy.
I do miss those times nothing extraordinary however.
uIxv+P
No.541362
