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I am a KHHV incel
Ip1QjL
No.76149
I have no idea what it feels like to be touched romantically or lovingly. My own parents have barely touched me lovingly. 90% of the time it was while hitting me.
The most recent memory i have of experiencing physical touch that wasn't abuse was my mom massaging my back in 7th grade. That was the last of it. As for my dad, he has never even gave me a hug or told me that he loved me, or is proud of me. Literally 100% of physical contact I've ever had with my dad was when he was hitting me. And over 90% with my mom was when she was hitting me.
I get scared whenever my IRL friends try to put their hand around my shoulder or try to tickle me as a joke. I start crashing out screaming like a lunatic. I know they don't mean harm, but my body instinctively rejects anything other than a handshake.
I had a girlfriend in 12th grade for about 3 months, we talked a lot, but only online. I never even got to hold her hand. There was this one time that a girl touched my shoulder during a conversation, that was the only time I didn't get scared.
Even after all this, I long for physical touch so much. I need a hug, or a kiss, or anything. I feel so lonely, it hurts. Every night I go to bed crying, wishing for someone's warm embrace.
Ip1QjL
No.76211
>>76149(OP)
i desperately and shamelessly want someone to notice my suffering. i want to be loved and comforted. please say something, anything. i'm literally crying as i'm typing this. i have a mental breakdown every other week. i don't even have money for antidepressants.
jzERHp
No.76213
>>76211
Sed. Play online games.
jzERHp
No.76220
>>76214
If this is the necrobumper and the story is trve i think we should let him necrobump then.
Ip1QjL
No.76221
jzERHp
No.76223
DtKpkE
No.76224
>>76220
Yeah ikr. Atleast now we know the lore and the reason for his frustration
Ip1QjL
No.76264
i'm going out to eat some boiled eggs.
even redditors are so much more kinder and empathetic than you assholes.
QQYS87
No.76269
>>76149(OP)
yaar, anaan, I was advised by one of my friends to just join online communities to get a sense of how to talk to people.
but getting physical touch is hard. you have friends and had a girlfriend so odds that you'll make it are pretty high.
maybe you can try initiating a little. grab your friends by the shoulder. handshake/ hug if you're meeting after a long time. Bad childhoods can really mess you up, so take it slow and try not to freak out.
I would tell you to find someone to discuss this with IRL, but odds are most guys and all women won't get it.
LlymPZ
No.76284
>had a girlfriend in 12th grade for about 3 months, we talked a lot
Bhachads namaste
PZx1KV
No.76296
>>76149(OP)
And here me , never had a gf bht went on kissed and fondled a girls tits, and let her bold my pp over my pants
QQYS87
No.76306
>>76296
never learned to spell either it seems
PZx1KV
No.76456
>>76306
Autocorrect
vD0yQp
No.76460
>>76149(OP)
>had a girlfriend in 12th grade for about 3 months, we talked a lot, but only online
You did it once. You can do it again as well. You need hopepill.
>t.khhv till 20
QQYS87
No.76569
/+wBjO
No.76575
>>76569
I didn't ascend. But just moved from a shitting my pants at any social interaction to being able to talk like a normal person.
>how
Fake it till you make it
8rih92
No.76592
>>76211
Don't let the world kick you down
Life gets better believe me i have had almost same kind of experience as you and many people have faced similar problem you are not alone
Look at bright side of life
A sunset will awlays be sunset
Music will awlways be music
