/b/ - Random

A Girl broke my heart again by not telling me her intentions in binary form

Here's my final message to her which I'll post at night when she goes for walking

Welp, it seems you've been deflecting me so there's no point in proceeding further as its bothering you and me both, To be honest, I’ve always been someone who prefers living alone and avoids forming new bonds easily. But life seems to have other plans, constantly pulling me into situations I don’t fully understand.

Before i joined this office i was a shut-in, I didnt left my room i always preferred talking to myself over anyone but after joining this office my life keep pushing me into this endless social circle, since last week you somehow entered in my life and we been forcefully made into a companion by external force

When i first met you i was just curious by your familiar looking face which i still can't explain why i believed it but as i starting to know about you and seeing all those similar patterns ,slowly my curiosity started turning into obsession,

The more i talk to you the more my feelings for you become stronger,i wanted to know more about your life

Thus I started looking forward to our conversations more than I expected, and it began to blur into other parts of my life perhaps more than was healthy for me., there were no malicious feelings just simply a feeling that maybe finally something positive will happen in my life

The truth is, even if circumstances were in my favor, I’m not sure I’d know how to maintain a connection like that. I’ve always struggled with that part

Our last conversation didn’t go the way I had hoped. I started feeling guilty like maybe I unintentionally pressured you or made things uncomfortable. That was never my intention

Maybe my feelings weren’t what I thought they were, or maybe I still haven’t fully understood them. I’m still figuring it out. Please tell me if you can!

As for you I don’t think there’s anything you need to change. I’ll still see you as a colleague, or even a friend, if that’s something you still feel too.

However for me my heart was already broken and stiched up by bandage before you entered in my life and ripped the bandage off, it will take some time to revert back to its previous state but I'll manage like i did before

I just needed to get this off my chest. You’ve had an unexpected impact on me, and while I’m still trying to make sense of it, I felt it was important to be honest. There’s no expectation I just needed to say it.

What do you think she's gonna say? I just want my suffering to end

>>110618(OP)

tldr?

>>110644

fell in love with my office chick

>>110618(OP)

>What do you think she's gonna say?

"Watch me and jerk off, cuck, while I make love to your manager."

>>110652

Me too but I'm married to someone else

Simp

>>110687

are you the canadian anon?

>>110683

>Ghost her

How can i do it if her sitting is near me?

>>110618(OP)

>one side love

You're a cuck. No further readings needed. In a some years youll be watching porn where your crush gets rammed by somebody else. Kys

>>110618(OP)

A chad is going to fuck her in less than half that text wall

>>110722

>You're a cuck.

I just want her to accept or reject me so i can remove her from my mind why is this a cuck thing?

>>110732

I know i just want my suffering to end :(

>>110727

>Laugh in GC

she isn't like that

>>110736

I wrote it myself , i am just thinking whether to sent it to her at night or just silently making distance from her life

She is a very simple minded girl otherwise i wouldn't even talk to her