/b/ - Random

If only Yui anan's suffering were real, maybe just maybe ,i wud have found some twisted comfort in it. If there actually existed someone with some good potential, someone genuinely capable but utterly paralyzed by the inability to take disciplined action, it wud have mirrored my own fragmented existence. I wud hve seen my reflection in his inertia and maybe through that illusion, make some peace with myself ,enough to spark some change.

If only his age was real, if his story weren’t just an elaborate LARP, I could have convinced myself there’s still time left,time to recover, to rebuild, to try again. But none of it’s true. It’s fiction masquerading as failure. And that’s what really stings.

The cruel irony is i want him to be real. I want that kind of failure to exist out there, walking around, wasting brilliance, because then I wouldn’t feel so uniquely broken. But he's not. He’s just a construct. And that realization hurts more than I expected.

>>147962(OP)

Life is brutal anon your 16-21, 5 years are the most crucial moment of our life. Ione mistake and your entire rest of life goes in gutter.

>>148025

And not to forget, his baap is more than ready to set him up a business. His family owns a home in the heart of Mumbai. His brother works a high paying job.

Also he's not a virgin and drinks premium daaru every week

>>147962(OP)

fuck you

i am going to read fooled by randomness

just like that anon suggested

>>148090

You are in for a rude awakening