Recent Posts
NRI humiliation ritual
73E360
No.392141
>>392139(OP)
why not post the text here faggot
5T+LNr
No.392148
>>392141
I Feel like my behaviour on the internet is ruining my life.
7 Years ago
On the internet(which means reddit and 4chan), I am not very nice to people. I do not usually harass anyone but I am mostly curt and to the point. When I get into a flame war I don't hold back, and use the regular 4chan lingo, call people retarded, invoke their mothers, and do everything that happens on the anonymous internet. My online persona is one of a person with hardline political views(including things like the political disenfranchisement of entire communities, state-sponsored retaliatory ethnic violence, asking for people to be thrown from helicopters etc) who is not afraid to get into ugly verbal spats to defend them. My comments are often ironic calls for violence against people I consider bad.
I also happen to be an internet addict. I regularly spend upto 8 hours a day on the web, posting on different forums. Sufficient to say, I do not have much of a life outside posting on the web. I do workout a little and do consistently well school/career wise, but a regular social life is not something I have.
Of late, I get a feeling that my online persona has started to bleed into my offline persona. It feels like years(6-7 years, to be exact) of getting into flame wars on the internet has radically altered my personality and made into a different person. I have had conversations with people that have ended with them being hurt and never speaking to me, because of the way I came across. I have ended up as somewhat of a pariah, with very few people wanting to genuinely be friends with me. I get the feeling that the word of my abnormal behavior has gotten around, I am being ostracized from social groups, not being invited to parties etc. I still have a few friends, I am by no means lonely, but I also have a large number of people who dislike me, and I feel some of it might be attributed to habits carried over from my behaviour on the internet.
It wasn't this way before I started posting heavily on the internet. In school I was liked mostly by everyone.
IDK what my endgoal in sharing this is, but anyone else with similiar experiences?
Voq6YD
No.392150
>>392139(OP)
Can't relate. For me it is a Jekyll and Hyde situation. My online and offline personas are separate.
Only total autists act irl like they do here. Like Rakulcel who reflexively says "Gobar" when he says an ugly jeeta.
Imagine being so weak that some faggots online can change your overall personality, behavior and outlook on life.
6ogfwd
No.392155
yPYogc
No.392156
because you are taking internet seriously, dont be a goycattle retard, stop fighting for ideologies, its fine to have ideology and believing that in total muslim death but you dont need to argue or defend it every single time to everyone, also if you are still on this side and participating in polslop then you should stop and think what did it even achieve? i used to terminally online from 2019 to 2023, still i am during holidays and weekends but yea, i dont post in any of self loathing or political thread. it's futile to fight and convince. just stop it. participate in those that make you feel engaged and joy, ones that take mental toil should be ignored.
V5KE87
No.392168
>>392139(OP)
Yo mama bad
5T+LNr
No.392169
>>392156
I became terminally online in 2012
Remained this way till 2022.
Literally 10 years of my life.
Gone in a flash, zero achievements, zero accomplishments.
In 2023 i recovered slightly. I now only use youtube and this chan. Have quit fb, insta, reddit etc. have a Twitter account but just lurk, no posting at all
CQmfm8
No.392183
>>392150
True
I am spending 14-16 hours daily on internet since last two years, yet my real life persona isn't affected a bit
ONBRrv
No.392211
>>392139(OP)
yaar bhacell, how much are you willing to sell your account at?
