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8vYvob
No.466636
I’ve never had a single male “friend” in my life, maybe one but I’ve never met him beyond online.
I don’t think it exists and I’ve been a fool to search for it. Ive had “friends” but most of these madarchods arent trust worthy or just never got around to anything more than hanging out.
I dont want anyone, I dont want the woman I love, im tired of the long distance and the fighting and it makes me want to kill myself.
I am tired of this room and this retarded fat dalli ka motu smelly haggu who cannot pay back money he borrows.
I want utter lonesome freedom, I want to fend for myself and I want stark silence in the backdrop of my total freedom to MOVE
Its not going so well, I cant sleep. And I miss her, but I cannot have her, she loves me but cannot have me. But thats fine too, just give me my freedom, please god
H7rxwN
No.466637
>>466636(OP)
t3ri behen ka bhosda
8vYvob
No.466638
>>466636(OP)
Life is unfair but I can always understand life more than the people it brings, I cannot seem to, despite all of the charming and social skills and whatever the fuck I thought people want, find company, anywhere, there’s simply no one to trust enough, Its already lonesome but im a prisoner to my circumstances.
I enjoy my coffee alone and I enjoy my ride home alone, I enjoy sitting there watching it all, having only my own self for company, would I kill to have her here? Yes, but I cant, I only want her and Ive only wanted to sit infront of her, I’ve had other women but none of it mattered, it makes me cry to not be with her.
i cannot have her and I cant go abroad, I cant have fun and I cant have friends and I cannot have PEACE.
Just give me PEACE from this hellhole, from this smelly fat (by the way I am a nigger)r who thinks himself the god of empathy and compartriotism but never understands to use headphones. PEACE and QUIET to sleep and rest within.
I miss you, and I cannot stop, I wish it was different so bad, im sorry I didnt do anything this valentines, I know you’re angry and upset and Im sorry I cant travel to you. I will probably never love a woman like Ive loved you.
Yet, all I feel fair to ask is freedom, you are being too cruel god if you cannot atleast hand my the reign of my own misery so lest I steer it to a better, quiet scenery, Im not even asking for friends or my woman that’d be COMPLETE, and you seem to have a penchant for my modern misery, I just want my freedom bhagwan
8vYvob
No.466639
>>466638
Im sorry god I ever asked for friends and Im sorry to have made this decision in life for company. I forgot how fucked up it can get and thats my fault.
I made a bad move that everyone else supported but only causes me misery. There has been no benefit other than my mother is off my back.
I dont know where to go anymore, and im filled with anger and misery and sorrow
i wish I was a cowboy
8vYvob
No.466640
>>466639
I really have never had a friend, a friend who I shared everything with, anyone sensitive enough or anyone who stuck around, maybe I found a friend but he’s so much more miserable that I wish god helps him first.
I want to be anywhere but this place and this country.
C0hDR+
No.466642
Good morning
ObeAEW
No.466648
>>466640
you'll miss the country pretty darn fast. being lonely in the US is far worse than being lonely in India
