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wSn36j
No.158808
>So im a girl from Lucknow studying in Kota for jee preparations since 11th standard. I had scored well in my 10th standard icse boards(98.4 percent) so my parents decided to send me off to kota for jee preparations. Well initally my preparations were going well till mid 11th but out of lonliness (and maybe sheer desprateness) i found my self a boyfriend and things started to go downhill from there (maybe). This dude was a neet student from my coaching and we usually walked to our pg together after coaching as our pgs are very close to each other. After a few days we became frens and then one day all of a sudden he proposed to me and maybe i couldnt just say no 🥶. As syllabus went uphill my devotion towards studys went downhill and i always used to excuse myself by saying that atleast i am scoring better than my peers and having more study hours than them. as time passed by our bond grew closer and... we started getting... lets say touchy and all and from there shit really hit the fan. my numbers really went to the bottom of phase tests during the initial days of 12th and idk how and why i didnt cared about it at that time. in my coaching hours i just waited for it to end so that i can spend time with him. I realized my wrongings somewhere in june when he insisted on getting.. physical, yes you heard it right. even though i denied that i didnt wanna do it he kept getting more and more touchier that day and its like my words denied but my body wanted it and fast forward a few mins we literally did it right in my room. next week we did it again with me once again denying it and thats from where i told him that we need to separated. So after i separated from july onwards i restarted my prep from july. stopped going to coaching as i didnt wanna face him after that, saw one shots on yt and solved pyqs but eventually i failed and ended up getting only around 97.4 in first attempt and 97.7 in second one and im pretty sure i have not cleared the 75 percent criteria of boards. I have been sobbing ever since the second attempt got over. I really want to take a drop but this time from my home bcz i myself dont have trust on me. I regret my life decisions and now im scared af of future and have developed severe anxiety.
>r/IndianTeenagers • 2 mo. ago u/NoThroat8666
alEbWW
No.158809
>>158808(OP)
Bhagwan bhala kare uss nanhe simp ki jo isse shaadi karega
wSn36j
No.158812
>>158809
It means you're giving blessings to him instead of Raja Raghuvanshi pill.
wSn36j
No.158814
Pajeetas only cares about their career more than their hole and seal.
7C4i66
No.158815
>>158808(OP)
Story of every woman, AM are a death trap now
alEbWW
No.158826
>>158812
I'm praying for his well being because RajaRaghuwanshi pill doesn't work on the Simps of this land
If this were somewhere else, simps would've learned it on their own, but here simps are built differently; it doesn't get in their heads until it happens personally
!lmOJk15ILR6OW/a
JlVQ37
No.158829
>>158808(OP)
>like my words denied but my body wanted it
Frequently used words
There's also
>My body has needs
>I had to fulfill some requirements for my body
>It just happened
>I couldn't say no in that situation
64mxLj
No.158906
>>158808(OP)
Getting into relationships and having sex is what you are supposed to do at that age. This should be followed by marriage around 18-20. Unfortunately our society wants our kids to clear endless meme exams instead.
BgYdu7
No.158977
>>158808(OP)
Tldr?
