OstNL0
No.289649
I just realized I have been doing exactly the same things over and over again for the past 5 years. I chose to throw away my youth by sitting in front of the computer all the time and I couldn't even do that right. I've been playing the same fucking handful of games for half a decade. Been browsing the same fucking shitty rehashed threads on this site that were already being posted in fucking 2020. Like 90% of the content on Bhach is retarded shit (castekanging, foidposting, baiting) that has been posted thousands of times before. I don't really watch series that much but the ones I've watched have been the same since like 2016. Mainly the Sopranos, Breaking Bad and Trailer Park Boys. Been watching more or less the same fucking youtube videos since 2016. Been watching the same handful of movies for nearly a decade. HOW THE FUCK DID I ONLY NOW REALIZE WHAT A WASTE OF LIFE THIS HAS BEEN. I ruined my youth by choosing to become a mindless consoomer but I couldn't even do that right and at least have some memorable moments and explore new things... This is a major fucking blackpill for me and diwali is pretty much ruined for me. Will probably be staring into space now during holidays thinking about this shit.
>inb4 time you enjoy spending is not time wasted
Shut the fuck up. I have barely any memories from the past 5 years. It's all just a fucking fog of numbing my brain with mindless digital stimulation.
gtpJTt
No.289682
>>289649(OP)
How will you start ? This has been my case from last 2 years, i browse internet on my dreams, no human interaction, nothing only consumption
9942HA
No.289732
>>289649(OP)
same state but probably worse man. it's pretty sad isn't it. i have no way out either. just going through the suffering waiting for it to end.
OstNL0
No.289943
>>289682
>How will you start ?
picrel is my host file on Windows. If you type in 127.0.0.1 (space) (www.website.com) it redirects you every time you try to access the website. Once I type in
and all other irrelevant time-wasting shit-flinging sites I can think of, I will simply remove the permissions to edit the file from my user account.
>i have no way out either
There is always light at the end of the tunnel anon. I'm not trying to replace everything instantly and become some hyper-successful god. Fuck, my plan for the next week as a NEET is to literally redirect the 5-6 hours of time I spend daily arguing on chans toward finishing my list of anime and VN. I believe over time, very slowly and painfully I can move on from procrastinating throughout life and be the best version of myself I can possibly be. I have already started, in a way, by trying to learn Japanese for 10min every day.
From tomorrow I will try to fill 2 pages of whatever I feel like - either sentences, random sketches or maybe try to get back into writing poetry and fiction like I used to pre-Covid. Only by setting small goals for myself and meeting them can I begin to gradually get back to the stuff I've wanted to do for longer.
U3eVuu
No.289951
>>289649(OP)
Same, but I don't play gaymes, I just watch movie recaps and series recap on jewtube and also those spiritual videos.
The only good thing I have done since last 5-6 years is that I have gotten really good at meditation and silencing my mind, I can entre deep alpha state in a minute just by controlling my breathe.
KYiaiC
No.290020
>>289951
>movie recaps and series recap
Did you watch the media before the recap or do you just consoom the jewtube slop? Because the latter is infinitely worse
3OIJJN
No.290024
>>289943
To access the hosts file, you need to know its location based on your operating system and open it with administrative privileges. This is required because the hosts file is a sensitive system file.
Windows
Open Notepad as an administrator.
Click the Start Menu, type Notepad, then right-
click the Notepad app and select Run as administrator.
Navigate to the hosts file. In Notepad, go to File > Open.
Browse to the correct directory. In the file browser, navigate to C:\Windows\System32\drivers\etc.
Display all files. In the Open dialog box, click the dropdown menu next to "File name" and change it from "Text Documents (.txt)" to "All Files (.*)."
You should now see the hosts file.
Open the file. Select the hosts file and click Open.
uske baad paste this neeche
127.0.0.1 bharatchan.com
127.0.0.1 www.bharatchan.com
127.0.0.1 4chan.org
KYiaiC
No.290029
>>290024
Yeah, that's what I did. I haven't saved it yet to make the changes permanent but I will before ragequitting for the last time today
