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Faustian Spirit - Beauty is Suffering
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7p/rA2
No.337997
It feels sad whenever I get hit with the reality of how much of a fucking loser I am, like a heavy feeling in my heart and my vision gets blurry. i don't know what is wrong with me, other people are just able to "do" things, be a certain way and for me it's always such a struggle with everything and I always fail. Have been trying to sleep for 2 hours now and I just can't. My chest is paining and feet feel so cold for some reason.
I just can't internalize/accept the reality that there are some things in life I will never be able to have.
vj32kL
No.337998
>>337997(OP)
Kya hogya badak yaar, late night suicidal thoughts?
rFpysv
No.337999
>>337997(OP)
Richfag randirone for sympathy
7p/rA2
No.338000
>>337998
I don't even feel like doing suicide, more like I just wish I stop existing. Don't know how to explain the difference.
I think I am actually having some kind of prolonged panic attack, I can't breathe through my nose no matter how much, hands are trembling.
vj32kL
No.338001
>>337999
Quite typical of them.
vj32kL
No.338002
>>338000
Eh I have these too sometimes, just go to sleep, you should be normal when you wake up. If you are not then you are going to be melancholic for a couple more days.
vj32kL
No.338003
>>338000
Ek second, nasse toh nhi kiye he?
2duves
No.338010
>>337997(OP)
Same yaara I have literally 0 friends - online and offline.
JMo56f
No.338014
>>337997(OP)
start living one day at a time anon. also take ashwagandha rasayan or just ashwagandha.
