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K63HbI
No.346938
I’m thirty, and my life is mostly spent sitting right here. It’s not a big secret, it’s just how it is.
My phone is the first thing I touch and the last. I open Instagram, feel bad about everyone else’s great life, then move to Reddit for hours of just reading useless stuff. Sometimes I go to 4chan, which is stupid, but whatever.
I know I’m wasting years. I have no real hobbies, and my apartment is a mess. It’s easy to judge me, but it’s harder to actually stop. I just scroll, scroll, scroll. That’s my whole day. It’s boring, and I know it.
aM923v
No.346944
I thought I'd stop scrolling and play some JRPG because these games last for hours.
Guess what happened?
I got addicted to both now.
K63HbI
No.346949
>>346944
Is that the Silent Hill theme?


JP7Sac
No.346953
>>346938(OP)
>I have no real hobbies, and my apartment is a mess
Take care of things you can, don't bother with the stuff you can't. Clean your room, makes you feel a little better. Look up hobbies, things you may like. Making Psyop edits go hard, if you are into that, animu and manga is nice too. Read stuff, galgohan is my favorite.
aC/t25
No.346954
>>346938(OP)
I will be 30 this March
My life was with you till the last few months
Life will not happen to you
It's you who has to go out and do things
There's a deep problem in you that you need to be aware of
aM923v
No.346967
>>346949
Chrono Trigger 2400 AD.
K63HbI
No.346992
>>346954
How did you fix it?
aM923v
No.347001
>>346992
They won't tell you.
nEaYT3
No.347024
>>346955
Those are different people
aC/t25
No.347287
>>346992
>>347001
>They won't tell you.
ffs there’s no magic pill for this, anon.
It’s just you, your problems, and the work you’ve been avoiding.
Nothing you’re dealing with is some never-before-seen tragedy.
Thousands went through the same shit before you, and thousands right now are clawing their way out too.
I know something is holding you back, something you refuse to admit.
Fear, guilt, comfort, delusion - pick whichever fits.
At some point, you obsessed over one thing so much that the rest of your life collapsed around it.
And instead of owning it, you acted like it “just happened” when, in fact, it was you who let it happen.
You blamed life.
You blamed fate.
But your life rotted because you fixated on one insecurity and let it control everything.
For me, it was my height and the breakup that happened back in 2015.
My mind started making shit up while it was actually the breakup that hurt, which was making me believe that I would never get love; my brain had to blame it on something.
I was destroyed inside over it.
I blamed it for every failure, every rejection, every moment I felt small.
I ignored the fact that I had relationships before, that people respected me before I turned into a shut-in chutiya, calling myself an incel and acting weird because I was insecure.
The more you sit and overthink, the weirder you get.
Is height real? Yes.
Does it affect things? Obviously.
But you can compensate with other traits, and once you start winning, no one even notices.
That’s the truth: if you’re winning, nobody cares about your flaws.
The world bends for results, not excuses.
You already know you’re wasting time.
Knowing doesn’t fix anything.
No job?
Then get one.
>“But it’s hard to get a job!”
Everything worth anything is hard. Employers don’t want your sob story. They want skills. Show skill, get money. End of transaction.
>“But thousands are applying!”
Yes, anon, welcome to Earth.
There will always be competition, whether you acknowledge it or not. Cry less, compete more.
Your grooming sucks.
Your habits suck.
Your lifestyle sucks.
Money helps fix a lot of that.
How do you get money?
Ask for help. Parents, friends, anyone willing.
Or take any job you can get. Prestige doesn’t matter at the start. Momentum does.
People at the top care about respect because they have something to lose.
You have nothing to lose, so why pretend you do?
If you weren’t born rich, your first quest is simple:
Acquire money.
Don’t be a doomer.
Don’t sit and rot.
Life keeps moving whether you show up or not.
t. I don’t have a job yet, but I’m actually doing things now instead of rotting like I did from 2019 to 2024.
I don’t have money, and I can’t earn because no job, obviously.
So I asked friends and family, collected around 10k, bought some clothes, and promised them I’d pay them back in a few months.
They’re not asking for it back because each person only gave 500 or 600, totalling 5000, and the rest I asked from my parents, and if someone asks, I’ll just borrow from another and return it. Simple.






















































