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No.410835
feel like ive become a monster.. my thoughts are out of my control.. what i think is out of a normal person's belief.. i run to feel better but it doesnt get better... i spam music in my ears 24/7 but the thoughts dont stop.. i imagine what would it be if it were me in his place.. or if i didnt share this blood.. would it be easier.. or then maybe i wouldnt ever have this feeling.. the feeling to protect someone bcuz of who theyre.. there might be many attractive people.. but not all are whom u care for.. is it my bad planets.. or is it something i have done in my last life.. why am i facing this when i dont want to .. i imagine a world where we would be together .. i would be able to feel some emotions... not be so emotionless and tired .. yearning for someone and things that can never happen.. why am i like this?
i say this cuz i think i have fallen in love with my first cousin and its not infatuation, i dont think about her that way… she is 19.. im 21.. we are blood related and idts there’s any way this would be possible.. im trying to move past this feeling.. but it has been very difficult…only nic calms me, makes me feel numb.. but i really think, how bad of a person i had to be in my past life to be stuck with this feeling.
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No.410839
Unironically go get laid.
You are having weird thoughts due to sexual frustration.
