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It was never not you
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No.428271
I’ve seen a few spare posts regarding manifesting here. Id like to share something recently.
Me and my close friend were doing a sort of competition online, it was basically for a youtube video thing that will happen irl too.
This is a close friend who isnt actually close, just close in proximity. I think I never thought he’d see me as I see myself. But while we sat for the chat, we sat in the same frame together and he saw me as I saw myself.
At first it was “damn we look good”, then “you look kinda nice”, ending with “bro you actually mog”
I always expected him to see me in “his” own way, but the night before this I had had a passing thought, what if he sees me as attractive, what if he doesnt see me in a negative light.
This slowly made me remember, I was never not it. I started to rethink interactions Ive had from this new position, and things began to change.
Awkward? No, I wasnt, they were just nervous to see me
This rethinking with an actual realisation of trust within your described reality is what is manifesting.
I did not percieve myself as worthy in my early years, I had thoughts like “I wonder what its like to like what I see in the mirror”, but then slowly I made decisions and took positions, took a chance to “see” myself as it.
14 year old me was an awkward teen and 16 was already a confident man, I believed that I had grown into a person who would never face this problem, Id never be awkward Id never have trouble with women, id have a beautiful face.
It was nice knowing that I just came to this path instead of categorising myself as the introvert. I literally made actual internal identity decisions. I was always arrogant of my “intelligence” and believed whatever it was adults saw in me was the only true quality which Id have to cultivate and safe guard, I created myself for a short while as the outcast.
Its the small stuff and unfortunately your current perception holds power over you sometimes.
I recall I broke out of this loop when one day I decided to pretend to be a confident for a girl, I took a chance and said fuck it maybe we are this.
I recieved possibly in that moment immediate confirmation, an oldest friend accepted this and saw me as such. This eventually caused me to build it upwards.
I was just reminded of it today. I can feel whatever I wanna feel about myself but my identity is what is reflected within reality, infact it probably is reality filtered through the minuscule lens of perception shines light on what IT DECIDES.
You do not beg to be a king, a king does not beg. You do not beg to be beautiful, beauty simply is.
You dont change, you decide this was always it, you change the lens of perception to see things for a future that could not be seen with the old.
2KYrA3
No.428273
>>428271(OP)
Think of who you wish to be, there is a possibility of it and it is only through what you were and what you are that you will be.
This rewrites your story and believe it or not you cant do it any other way. You have to believe it was written for you.
And this works with anything. You cannot keep picking simply pick any lane and shine a light through, it reveals itself.
Life is only perception, there is nothing else.
gBJXNg
No.428274
>>428273
My life has been on the uphill for this whole year and the last 6 months. Everyday is better and better, and no im not fucking affirming its literally whats been happening.
Life is more beautiful, im celebrated and seen as the beauty I am. I cannot stop it.
Its like a burning avalanche of spirit that posses me, slowly I have what I want, freedom from doubt.
A burning inhumanity avalanching through the geist.
