/gen/ - General

I went to my coaching classes today after a long time. I usually don’t go there because I have intense social anxiety and seeing people my age being good-looking and having fun in general just depresses me. Yet today I decided that I won’t pay heed to any of the bullshit; study and come back. I woke up and shampooed too today so my hair could look good. Then the whole of the auto-trip to coaching fucked my hair and made them greasy (the wind was blowing through the auto doors like some windjet).

The teacher finished early and was just passing the time. He proceeded to ask if someone plays any sport here; this reminded of the time I played football at district level before corona came in (couldn’t continue due to my studies and family issues). I wasn’t expecting anyone to say something but a girl said she’s a national-level football player. This just sent me into this weird spiral. She was good looking, taller than me, had good oratory skills and was somewhat I once desired. Brootal af. Then another girl said she’s a national level gold medalist shooter, the teacher was so delighted and proceeded to talk about guns and James bond with her. Ngl I wish the teacher gave me that much attention (not a fag, but he’s this old military guy and I would love to hear his experiences). These two girls were there talking with him fluently meanwhile I can’t even converse with someone of my age. I stutter while speaking.

Then afterwards I decided that I’ll book an auto outside but so many girls were there. They were taller than me (I’m 5’7). They were all so beautiful. I looked at a near standing car. I saw the reflection of my face. I looked like an utmost pajeet. I’m already so much neurotic and this reflection almost made me cry. There were these girls laughing and enjoying:- and there was me, standing like a fucking loser. I couldn’t bear standing near them and walked 1-2 Km away and then booked my auto.

When I came home my mom asked me:- “mere babu ka din kaisa gaya”. I had to look at her and said smilingly “acha gaya mummy ji”

Since then I’m lying in my bed covered in blanket reading Dostoevsky. I’m just so sad. It’s so pathetic. There was a time when I was this happy kid:- don’t know what went wrong.

>>215(OP)

Happiness comes from the most honest look at yourself. Pleasure is fleeting, and the jeetas you saw will be chasing it all their lives. They will never have whwt you have.

>>230

Wtf are you talking about? I have no idea what is Catcher in the rye? You’re confusing me for someone else

>>215(OP)

>Dostoevsky

Why does incels like him so much?

I do too and am an incel

>>233

He was a nihilistic writer who wrote about the fucked up human society and suffering. He himself wasn’t good looking and got cheated two times.

>>234

>nihilist

dosto was never a nihilist tho, he was a very religious guy. His works mostly depicts negative impacts of nihilism.

>>236

Tum sab ye nihilism pessimism ka chutiyap pelte raho chahe jitne bhi gande dikhte ho khush raha ja skta h, attraction ya fir girls hi sb kuch nahi h, height Kam h to kya hoga bro apni height ke dosto ke saath Jo avg dikhte ho Ghum lo haslo, har koi kush reh skta h agar wo chahe to, Saari zindagi girls hi bna rakhi h Esa nhi hota bro, koi funny movie hi dekhlo (andaz apna apna dekhlo)

Also my physics sir used to say to me ki agar insaan chahe to kuch bhi kr skta h. If you dont believe me read about Gabriele D'Annunzio, he even made it through aristocracy, when aristocrats wouldn't even talk properly to normal people.

>>237

He was short, so ugly for that time that men didn't mind him near their wives since they thought even they would not never stoop so low

>>239

Bhai aapko reply krdia glti se keh op का rha tha aur ek aur pajeet को Jo nihilism Wali bkc kr rha tha

>>237

OP here, thanks for your kind words anon.

Seriously how many underage s are here? I swear to god I have seen like over 10 in a week.

Girls have friendship and muh boyfriend because it's easy for them at the end of the day.

>But anon I'm sad after looking word of other teenagerjeets

Everyone's path is different. Does all anons have PS5 at their home to enjoy? nope! You can find happiness from cracking exams or making friendships with boys or even looksmatched jeetas. Also the girls who are in sports in your coaching are just product of boomer gynocentric baap beti ko bhi badminton classes bhejunga hurr dhurr

I think only thing you lack is oratory skills to develop. Remember we men are everything on this planet. Best player, best shooter, best fighter, best politician (fuhrer) and so on is men always not women.

>>247

*world

>>247

Beautifully said

>>247

Men also make the best woman.

Proof: https://www.instagram.com/sanskari_satan/

>>254

>khatri

kek

>>255

Khatri testo is ovaar

What is your age ?

Do try to change and try to dissolve your old ego as fast as you can as all of this gets harder you get older

You can change this is coming from someone who was even more autistic and degen than you

>>419

17

>>621 arghh nanhechakke lund hila ke soja unironically

Dayus do the needful

>>621

Do take action as fast and as swift as possible

The currency of change is pain and it will painful but it's the pain of the life as a meek incel or a guy who conquers life itself

Choose wisely, you don't have as much as time as ananamas here would suggest since imthis process gets harder the more you age

>>621

it would be better if you start improving yourself and things that cause you to be insecure and anxious in real world cause when you hit 19-20, you will realize 17 wasnt anything. If you are a absolute anti-social fag who has hard time socializing then atleast try to be good at something in life that will get you some money and recognition is (society).