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I don't get it
kBOcFy
No.89
>>88(OP)
>All relatives own petrol pumps, jewelry shops, textile factories and whatever.
>Father decides to work in a government job instead of business.
YeMDdZ
No.90
>>88(OP)
Life is so unpredictable, one of the reason i turn inward was because i loved people to the point that every suffering of them would hurt me - couldn't see it anymore so i shielded myself from all of the relations.
Overtime i returned back to my normal life...so do the sufferings of the world. Recently came to know one of the old people related to my previous job died.
Good man, build an empire from nothing and gone. Life bears cost, everyday - every moment. How much a man can take it before it's too much.
I don't like the concept of living for eternity, imagine having to endure so much suffering for so many years - wonder what it would do to the soul. 100s of years of suffering...
It's cyclic we know, every being goes through that so do we...yet it feels tragic. Life truly is just suffering.
YeMDdZ
No.91
>>89
brootal
YeMDdZ
No.92
Government jaab ain't that bad sirs tbh.
kBOcFy
No.95
>>90
I remember when I used to still believe in the good of every person.
Life seems very joyous and positive when you know as little as possible. You only assume the positive of things you are ignorant about.
Then as you grow up things slowly unravel, for most people it starts with their parents. You used to think of them as perfect people then you start to notice their flaws. Then you become aware of the ills and immorality of society. You slowly realized that you are just a number among many others. Some cope with religion or just pretend to ignore it, but there is a visible sadness in every person, most Indians carry a burden of resentment that they missed out on so many things in life purely because of societal/economic factors.
L22bW+
No.97
>>92
>Government jaab ain't that bad sirs tbh.
it is bad. it is the n!gger of all jaabs if you have kids at a later age cause by the time you could have hooked up your kids(they 18 or graduates), you have already retired and lost all "power"
lBNZV7
No.103
>>89
your devi is a poop factory. so you own something too. dont be sad haggu
kBOcFy
No.107
>>103
what
6b3noG
No.108
>>107
the UP flag is reserved for sandas anon
pSVWc1
No.110
YeMDdZ
No.421
>>95
ig that's also true desu, i still maintain it. one lesson for me while i grew and slightly became mature to reduce uneasiness was to have faith in the capability of the people.
it's important to have faith in others, of course you should be good judge of things and based on scenario weigh your options.
YeMDdZ
No.422
>>97
>it is bad. it is the n!gger of all jaabs if you have kids at a later age cause by the time you could have hooked up your kids(they 18 or graduates), you have already retired and lost all "power"
yeah that's one issue hence planning and investment desu.
VlP4OH
No.423
>>88(OP)
Ur not a jain if you eat meta dyaush stop the LARP retard.
YeMDdZ
No.424
>>423
i haven't had meat in an year except maybe once or twice sirs
aSLHd+
No.425
>>424
sure saar, your McD chicken burger post was not very long ago
YeMDdZ
No.742
It's difficult to explain the feeling of opening bhach at late night when most of the activity has ceased.
It is like traversing through an village, while whole society is asleep. You can see light flickering through the houses...orangish hue.
It's pitch black otherwise...you pass through the woodlands, it's just moonlight filtering through the trees, occasional whisper. A bit chilly for some reason.
Witnessing the recent images was kinda very sovlful. A canvas...
YeMDdZ
No.743
>>425
i forgot the context, was i joking? or was i talking about few exception case. I barely recall but i think it was a joke not about exception case.
VWM5Qh
No.744
>>742
True
VWM5Qh
No.746
>>745
Atul didn’t sleep anamas
sKuiZB
No.747
>>423
Party Bansal vegcuck
YeMDdZ
No.748
YeMDdZ
No.750
YeMDdZ
No.1146
One of the things that bug me about our people many other groups that they think to have a beautiful life it has to be snowie, mountains, grasslands which have always been a bit of highlight in the mainstream media.
That results in the inherent apathy and inferiority complex towards our own lives, our surroundings. I do not blame them - the way things are how can someone be inspired from it, love it - most won't. Most don't get inspired from the fact that maybe they can be the one who can bring out the change.
Few weeks back i was bored so i hopped onto youtube and opened a random recommended video about a small town in japan,
the most beautiful thing about japanese feels like how much care or love they have put in their surrounding, the culture of loving or caring about even the most miniscule things. To the point it may seem implicit for them but anyone who is alien it's remarkable. Something recently in a convo with motivanon he also experienced and talked about.
The biggest gift of japanese people to the world is probably this, their genuine love for surroundings for objects they interact with it. That's what it gives soul.
India our people sadly it feels like we are exact opposite, i do not think it's poverty to be honest. It's the constant state of ADHD in a way - we are always in hurry but somehow we are not going anywhere, i think naipaul said it. At some point it became our daily affairs.
Just steadily clean things up, leaving things behind. Make thing work - jugad but it may work or not. To the point any appreciation for those who do otherwise is minimum. Result is a society which feels broken, in shambles - somehow tethered by small group of people who are trying to keep it all together maybe.
It's not that we don't yearn or not love those but it's constant race b/w those ADHD minds and hyperfocused groups.
Coming back to the original point, yeah. This one thing about us constantly consumes me - sometimes it's conflict within me. To be better than just 'sufficient'.
It doesn't have to be complex machinery, as simple as a genuine effort in plant you maintain, a clay toy, a paper drawing, your own house and surrounding. A small park or area around your house or in your house itself.
If we slowly start taking care, putting genuine love in the smallest thing in our surroundings or tasks things can change. To not hate what we have, even if it's bad, to work to resolve it - improve it slowly over time until you have the calmness of it. To not race from one place to another constantly - to rest and introspect and then move.
The result of failure to do so is what we see extreme kanging, othering and hate on others. We love to hate on those who do not speak our tongue but we have little to show for what we read in our literature or own literature, except few who did it about whom 99% kang.
We hate on others group of people of our village, our families instead of taking ownership and working - i understand that resources are limited but our society truly is broken to the point we do not understand how we can co-operate to achieve better results.
The constant state of looking down upon others who maybe poorer than you, socially lower than you creates this apathetic environment. It's saddening but it reflects back in everything we do - our shabby cities, our politics our behaviour to the point it's visible everywhere.
We have gone so inwards that there's constant state of nothing but dragging down, crab mentality - petty fights. It's not like there are not those who do not understand this, they are working and adding their set of efforts which is why we are afloat but it's an uphill battle.
Where do we begin.
(Art by @alariko_)
dfOyxF
No.1147
Agreed yaara
Also the bit about beauty
GVHqfX
No.1148
>>1146
We need some kind of enlightenment century or smthing. Pajeet ko firse sabkuch sikhana chahiye, from starting.
YeMDdZ
No.1150
>>1147
sirs.
>>1148
yeah there's lot to add at things which bug me tbh.
long ago i kinda tried to summarize about what we had or could...tldr; it was a hopium that at the most individual level we can try our best - help out those whom we can, etc. etc.
if we reach critical mass society will transform - i don't think we need 100% participation that bad apples will be there but enough good and probably something for better can be achieved. desu.
L22bW+
No.1151
>>1146
kino picture yaar. I will go out on my cyclewa while playing fm radio because of it. thanks
YeMDdZ
No.1152
>>1151
>kino picture yaar. I will go out on my cyclewa while playing fm radio because of it. thanks
enjoy sirs, kino edit kek
6cKJm+
No.1153
>>1146
Indians are always in a hurry but never on time
j07h6K
No.1160
>>1153
this yaar, my whole school life was like i am waiting for other fags 15 mins before and after the reaching time.
c8yM2h
No.1162
>>1146
generational trauma anon, though I'd say the fraternité between people is unmatched unironically, we oughta be a lot for violent and dysfunctional for our institutions and level of development. I'm still a little whitepilled and hopeful for the future, but I'm not sure I see myself in it.
>>1148
trvke. Democracy is the strongest pill against change thoughbeit. The chinese required mao to pull themselves out of a century of humiliation. That's rather difficult here.
/7Fw98
No.2509
>>88(OP)
Kek anon get a life
xwVrph
No.2513
>>88(OP)
so Dyaush is a jain (bch) ?
iK6cgr
No.2514
>>2513
Yeah!
YeMDdZ
No.2581
𑀅𑀚𑀻𑀩 𑀤𑀸𑀲𑀢𑀸 𑀳𑁄 𑀬𑁂।
𑀓𑀳𑀸 𑀰𑀼𑀭𑀼 𑀓𑀳𑀸 𑀔𑀢𑀫।।
𑀬𑁂 𑀫𑀁𑀚𑀻𑀮𑁂 𑀳𑁄 𑀓𑁃𑀦𑀲𑀻।
𑀦 𑀯𑁃 𑀲𑀫𑀛 𑀲𑀓𑁂 𑀦 𑀳𑀫।।
YeMDdZ
No.2582
>>1161
हम्म् सून।
YeMDdZ
No.2583
>>1162
interesting des. ig yeah.
YeMDdZ
No.2584
𑀫𑁄 𑀓𑀼𑀙 𑀮𑀺𑀔𑀦𑀸 𑀘𑀸𑀳𑀢𑀸 𑀣𑀸 𑀧𑀭 𑀫𑀦 𑀩𑀤𑀮 𑀕𑀬𑀸।
𑀳𑁃𑀢𑀸 𑀳𑁄। 𑀲𑁃𑀘𑀢𑀸 𑀳𑀽𑀀, 𑀏𑀓 𑀆𑀧𑁆𑀲𑀦 𑀳𑁃𑀦𑀸 𑀘𑀸𑀳𑀺𑀬𑁂, 𑀑𑀧𑀻 𑀳𑀭 𑀣𑁆𑀭𑁂𑀟 𑀧𑁂 𑀏𑀓 𑀣𑀺𑀫 𑀯𑀸𑀮𑀸 𑀕𑀸𑀦𑀸 𑀲𑁂𑀝 𑀓𑀭 𑀧𑀸𑀬𑁂 𑀚𑁄𑀲𑀸।
𑀓𑁃𑀈 𑀦𑀳𑀻𑀁।
/9oN8Z
No.2604
>>2584
Sorry if I come off as illiterate now but what script is this? I'm guessing you are using to transcribe esoterica.
NjYmlp
No.2605
>>2604
Brahmi
YeMDdZ
No.2607
>>2606
yeah that one only kek, i will have to host it over the subdomain and have to reconfig things.
will update the code tomm and share here directly in the meantime.
QwcsNN
No.2942
At the end, no matter how much we all delude ourselves that we were merely replying back reacting to the events caused by the opposition, we are judged all the same, meeting the fate based on something more fundamental pervasive truth or moral you may call it beyond all our made up rhetoric, philosophies or 'morality'.
In the times of like this, maybe it's conscience, don't lose it. Maybe pull yourself back and let others have the 'win'. To have faith...is.
QwcsNN
No.2943
>>2942
There's a lot of uncertainty in mind, in the heart. When we cross that invisible marker we are hurting our own soul, more than anything else.
These times are difficult, hope we all preserve our soul.
05F4T7
No.2944
>>88(OP)
Jain or Baniya ?
05F4T7
No.2946
TWVekq
No.2947
>>2943
Its pretty tough and there is a risk of losing it all, hope you can make it
YeMDdZ
No.3853
It's been a long time since i posted. Today's the big day.
I have been trying to put together my thoughts, about things that have been happening around us, the doom and gloom. How much of it is real how much of it is just astroturf.
How do i begin, there is indeed lot of things going on - related to personal life, related to society, so intermixed that it is becoming a bit difficult to separate. In the personal life alone there's job, there's my own relationships with the people i know, the projects and so on.
Today i write however, attempt to since the time and the mood permits the situation for it. The basic doom and gloom. The rising, aspirational middle class which is tired of receiving the short end of the stick. For me the triggers were judiciary, i am sure that they have their own structural issues like everything else and for someone who is not in the loop and the based on the news cycle we only get reports of the 'bad' judgements.
In general i find normies to be reactionary, swinging like a tree branch based on whatever the direction algods (algorithim gods) take them. But for me trigger was judiciary, the rich and powerful keep getting away, the poor and powerless suffer. A children without parent, a rape survivor, someone who lost their closed ones in accident. The shamelessness of the powerful or i must say the boldness of getting away.
As bad as events are my belief are still entact that we are moving in better direction. Past had nothing worth mourning about. Present has lots to do.
But the general doom and gloom, i believe our opinions and perception of society depended back in the day a lot on what we consumed, as in media - movies, songs, newspapers. The news were filtered, we were oblivious about most so contained in our environment it felt better.
Now with internet, the bad faith players, the continuous march of the propaganda machine strengthened by algorithms people are getting traumatized and addicted to those. They crave bad news at this point. The one they can rage at, raise their fist and scream and feel something they have done but without much effort of it.
The contrasts have changed, another reason i believe the change in perception is that unironically the income levels. The double digit inflation in UPA era and in general that period did see increased salaries and later governments to control the inflation, they did successfully it did impact the salary growth. Goods did get expensive at slower rate but the salaries were not accelerating either. In earlier case the inflation had also the part of salary acceleration. Source of middle class discontent.
Another thing, the right wing and hindus are reactionary status quoist people. Ideally they do not prefer to attack others and generally tend to their own matter until agitated upon even then they are limited. But since the changes in government the left adjacent dominated media as in let's say movies, actors, influencers etc. which normies enjoyed collectively blackpilled them or baited them on their most joyous occasions.
The ever online hindu now instead of celebrating their joyous moment was busy countering or counter celebrating Ws against the ever rampant attack from left adjacent or other non-hindu groups. Diwali became about 'pollution', holi about 'molestation', ram navmi about 'hindu vs muslims', so on. It wasn't enough that the congress backed regionalists further went on divided the hindus based on regionalism or linguistic axis. It was bound to happen because that's the way you can counter BJP's collectivist hinduism approach.
So it became dussera vs dushehra, diwali vs dipawali. Regional gods vs 'vedic gods', maa shakti vs shri rama.
A ever dormant hindu was never ready, the people they enjoyed or looked up to loathed their identity. So it ran around like a headless chicken.
The message was and is clear, if you don't vote for us we maybe out of power but we will make your lives miserable every joyful moment will be akin to mourning. Congress was and even now is really good at propaganda, very refined that times despite being worse gave illusion of good times to the normies. A sweet poison. And part of it is in the fact that their time was before internet and we are not sure how they would fare in post-digial India era.
You will not even enjoy a movie without we bombarding your life with counter propaganda. Idea is to mentally pervade defeatism in the hindu society so that they themselves open the gates of the fort for the hoardes to invade.
The BJP doesn't mind, there are long term goal with them and short term ones. Either way they believe to an extent that this only so far has caused counter mobilization in favour of them on ballot. But they maybe ignoring the undercurrent.
This is just one part of the events which have happened, roughly linked. But there's greater event which is occurring that is the fault of Hindoo society itself. The elites, of Hindu society, the leaders of the local groups, nationalism itself.
The Indian society is very tribal, archaic and successive government from congress to bjp have tried subtle reform but each with its own flavour. I obviously have tilt towards BJP because it aligns with my understand of this land that is core which is dharmic.
But there's indeed is one issue. The symptom of that are the trads, the bheem groups, etc. abrahamics however are their own bracket.
So what even is this symptom? The symptom of self victimization. Indian public is nice generally nice but we are resource scare country which has resulted in very nice bunch being pitted against each other which lead to a mentality where we can't view the world outside our myopic lens. Long term visions are gone.
And i don't blame them, because the state machinery has been subpar. How can i ask some Indian to not leave for other better opportunity if the shameless babus in NHAI are causing deaths of thousands in year, when thousands of kids are being mauled by strays and government doesn't want to hurt, when some group of microminority forced the mighty BMC to do half ass work against the pigeon problem, when the food are adulterated, bridges are falling, pollution by farmers, cars, etc. when trains are delayed and so on. But it's also truth that it's sort of like a feedback loop, a strong archaic society resists the changes, leading to sub par work which leads to dissatisfaction which leads to further polarization of the society that nothing ever good can happen.
How do you break such stronghold, such cycle? The immediate results is in what anons turn towards are - genocide xyz group, blaming each other for the fault when we are collectively responsible.
Truth is in the realization that we need indeed patriotism, a bit of unwavering faith, being irrational in our belief that we can make it and keep changing things, subtly at bare minimum, ram through when the chance is there. This cycle will obviously have weeds which need to be removed, those leaders who were rapists, courts, babus there's need to screen some of them out to improve the machine.
Question is it happening? Answer might be yes and maybe not. Lots of things to do, too little time.
This is why we need to hype up every good thing but also understand there will be failures but do not be doom gloom about it but also try everything to weed out the problem while not jumping into the bhosadpill pit. Need to tread very carefully.
At the end i feel the natural momentum will take care of it all. But i just attempted to touch upon with theory.
At the end if you are uncertain, focus on yourself your family and extended community.
That's it. Jai Hind Jai Bharat!
6XNDo7
No.3862
>>1146
Great post.
I have a relatively small home, well maintained garden. I clean daily and try to keep outside my home clean.
'I have rich upper class friends. They have a servant for everything. Use treadmill at home to exercise. House is space maxxed with no green spaces. They don't cook and eat slop.
They think meanwhile I am at least as rich as them.
Sadly, modernity tells people that it is better to get that expensive car and TV than a life of peace, quiet and satisfaction.
You cannot help those invested in the rat race though.
6XNDo7
No.3863
>>3853
Reactionary discourse is how the sheep are kept busy. This prevents them from rebelling against the obvious daily injustice that they are normalised into living with.
Contempt for normieism is a sign that your soul is still alive and not crushed.
Rebelling against these injustices is discouraged by the system.
YeMDdZ
No.3865
>>3862
>I have a relatively small home, well maintained garden. I clean daily and try to keep outside my home clean.
nice yara.
>You cannot help those invested in the rat race though.
true
YeMDdZ
No.3866
>>3863
>Contempt for normieism is a sign that your soul is still alive and not crushed.
it's a struggle, but atleast the saner mind prevails for the most part.
>gif
beautiful sovl
YeMDdZ
No.3867
>>3864
have you read any work of naipaul gujjusaar?
