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late night flashbacks
u6WxA9
No.314967
>be me in 5th grade
>with my father at medical store
>medical store has a deep drain right next to it
>dad said "dekh ke raho, gir mat jaana usme"("look out, don't fall in it")
>ok
>crowd at the shop increasing
>trying to stay close to dad
>too many people at the shop
>get pushed aside
>fall into the drain
>clothes are stained upto the shoulder
>dad and this one stranger pull me out together
>dad starts cursing at me in front of everyone
>"sala chotta haramjada, bol rahe the dekh ke raho"
>the other guy who is helping dad laughs awkwardly and says "arey nahi bachhe ko aisa mat boliye"("don't curse the little kid like that")
>walks me home
>very mad, i can feel it because he is gripping my hand too tightly
>gets me a 10 rupee pen the next day
i was just thinking about this and started crying
my dream is to become an army officer and beat the shit out of him.
vbUs8+
No.314973
Lmao @bihari
aq/gOn
No.314974
>>314967(OP)
>dad
Anyone that call their baap "dad" is a richfag that deserve sariya treatment.
Your age?
>army officer and beat the shit out of him.
Why army officer specifically? How does that assist you more in beating your baap than other jobs?
u6WxA9
No.314976
>>314974
abe randike papa bolte hain hum unko
i wrote the entire thing in english so soythies can also read
>Your age?
20
>Why army officer specifically?
idk, i guess i just really wanna be one. i've met army officers and they are the complete opposite of my father. they are strong and confident, and not a pussy wimp like my him.
aq/gOn
No.314980
>>314976
Why do you hold such deep resentment for him? List more stuff like this that he has done
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Sa5xh0
No.314986
>>314967(OP)
abe lund ke din bhaar kaam kre fir jab hospital gaya hai to waise bhi dikkat hogi tension hogi to hadhka diya hoga itna dil pe kya lena usoe se agle din amend bhi kr liya.
kasam se yahan jee wale bacche ya manchild hai jinhone duniya dekhi hi nahi
aq/gOn
No.314989
>>314986
Job mili kya yaar? How are you holding up?
u6WxA9
No.314993
>>314980
>more stuff like this that he has done
there's so much i don't even know where to begin
here's another one that i regularly think about
>be me in 6th grade
>it's diwali
>i took all my patakhas in one big thaila and met up with all my colony friends where we all play together
>we were lighting each others' fireworks together and having fun
>out of nowhere he appears with that scary expression
>snatches the thaila from my hand and walks me home
>in the home he starts yelling
>"SALA MERA PAISA KA PATAKhA SE DUSRE KA GHAR ROSHAN KAR RAHA HAI"
>"ITNA PAISA HUM KHARCHA KIYE KI DUSRE KE GHAR KE SAAMNE JALAYE ?"
>mind you we were living in a rented apartment at the time
>mom said "arey dost log ke saath hi toh jalate hain"
>"BAKWAAS MAT KARO, HUM KHARDE HAIN TOH MERE GHAR KE SAAMNE JALEGA"
>atp i don't even want to light fireworks anymore
>"CHALO SAB JALA KE KHATAM KARO, NAHI TOH PAISA BARBAAD HOGA"
ever since then i stopped being excited for fireworks. i still remember my mother being puzzled why an 8th grade boy doesn't care about patakhas anymore.
u6WxA9
No.314994
>>314986
>din bhaar kaam
chhutti pe aaye the woh ghar
>hospital gaya hai to waise bhi dikkat hogi tension hogi
multivitamin khareedne gaye the
hospital nahi, dawa dukaan
chutiya sala. truly a jaat buddhhi moment.
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T4OzCn
No.314997
>>314994
dekh tu khud hi abhi chimpout kr rha hai calm nahi hai tu ,lagta hai papa ke jenetis kaam mein agye honge
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T4OzCn
No.315003
>>314989
bhai oracle mein fuckup hua tha recently,bc poore dsa bna diye teeno or cv mein rating tho to wo bhi dsa hi puch rha tha.
Hr round mein technical bnda aagya or project pr roast krrne lga(zomato clone daala tha kyuki 4 din mein wohi samjh paaya).
poochra tha ki nearest dukaan kaise dhundoge to mujhe to dsa se djkstra hi pta thi wo bol di saale ne code khol diya or samjhane bola wahan bc djkstra ki jhant bhi nhi thi
aq/gOn
No.315009
>>315003
Brootal, online interview wala time gaya bc.
October end me oracle aa ri tere college me, damn.
>zomato clone daala tha
Mera bi same tha kek
u6WxA9
No.315015
>>315004
>ever hit you
did he ever ?
kekekekekekekekek
>your mother?
no, but this one time they had a big fight because he was cheating on her and she threatened to burn herself alive, and he didn't even move from his chair to try to stop her.
it's also not just one or two major incidents, being a piece of shit in small ways over MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFETIME can also cause this.
>something recent
again, just yelling at the smallest things, trying to take my mother's saved up money, talking like an incel "TUMHARA PAISA TUMHARA PAISA, MERA PAISA SABKA PAISA ?". a lot of other shit happened too, but i just can't be bothered to recall it. i'm gonna go to sleep after completing my assignment.
olYaww
No.315018
!8VrIlHnAoV/Enng
yBPa48
No.315029
Only faggots hate their dad
aq/gOn
No.315030
>>315015
>she threatened to burn herself alive, and he didn't even move from his chair to try to stop her.
Should have started with this one anan, but you are clearly biased towards your mother, is this a common occurrence?
> my mother's saved up money
Saved how? Does she work?
It seems like your baap actually just hate his life and marriage, but still he does not hit your mother, is that out honor or is he a pussy?
I can understand it a bit if not a larp.
Are there times when he show you or mother affection? What are the things that can make him proud about you?
u6WxA9
No.315046
>>315030
>Saved how? Does she work?
some LIC completion money that he was paying for. my mother has never worked a day in her life. she can't speak english either.
>but still he does not hit your mother
he used to hit her and verbally abuse and berate her a lot before i was born. mom told me once when she was crying in my arms.
>Are there times when he show you or mother affection?
never. love, affection, these words and ideas are taboos in our house. no one loves each other. we all just tolerate each other. i love my mom tho.
>What are the things that can make him proud about you?
fucking nothing apparently. he does seem happy when people in the colony tell him how well he's raised me and how well mannered i am.
also what the fuck is this psychoanalysis ?
u6WxA9
No.315048
>>315030
>is that out honor or is he a pussy?
hahahaha
he's very updated in news
he knows about ever atul subhash equivalent case
>I can understand it a bit if not a larp
why the fuck would i larp about this ? especially on fucking bhach ?
3oWHEk
No.315057
>>315046
>she was crying in my arms.
Hot.
How can people be this close to their mother?
Are you retarded? If not don't you feel she is retarded?
aq/gOn
No.315061
>>315046
>he used to hit her and verbally abuse and berate her a lot before i was born. mom told me once when she was crying in my arms.
I think you're a bit too biased toward your mother, she could be manipulating you, but your baap deserves the hate it seems, he has shown no trait of a baap from what you have written, but atleast he does provide for you.
>he does seem happy when people in the colony tell him how well he's raised me
Damn quite the loser, he sounds similar to my fufa, my bhua earns double than him, yet he made their lives miserable
>also what the fuck is this psychoanalysis?
I love doing this yaar
>>315048
Get financial freedom and caste him aside, what'll make him feel the worst is when he lose what little relevance and power he feel he has, make him feel like he does not matter at all
2k1hP/
No.315065
>>314993
>>314967(OP)
>>315015
>>315046
Brootal yarr. Inn madarchodo se bachhe door ho jate hai toh duniya ke samne randirona karte hai ki pala posa padhaya aur ab baat nhi kar rahe. Lekin jo deke mental torture karte madarchodo ko woh nhi dikhta. Aur duniya ko pata rehta hai aisi hi koi baat hogi lekin tab bhi sale bachho ko dosh dete hai. Whtever. Promise yourself that you will not forget andy of this shit and let him rot alone
u6WxA9
No.315072
i just need to believe in myself.
