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No.331185
>be me
>lately don’t even recognize myself
>get angry and frustrated whenever someone wrongs me
>feels normal on the surface, but deep down I know it’s not me
>There’s this voice inside screaming, “Why are you being such a pussy?”
>that voice fuels the anger even more
>today driving behind a Thar
>It’s going slowly, so I blink lights to overtake
>Every time I speed up, he speeds up too
>does it three times just to block me
>realize he’s doing it on purpose
>can’t switch lanes properly because there are bikers
>would’ve caused an accident if I forced it
>start feeling that rage boiling up
>don’t show it outwardly, but inside I’m burning
>slow down and start flashing high beams into his mirror
>blinding him just to piss him off
>he eventually leaves
>but I feel … defeated
>like I didn’t “win,” like it wasn’t enough
>realize it’s not even about him
>it’s about me compensating for my own miserable, loser life
>dark thought creeps in
>wouldn’t have cared if he crashed right then
>that’s when it hits me
>something’s wrong
>this anger, this need to “get even,” it’s going too far
>maybe I’m becoming someone I don’t want to be
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No.331560
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No.331563
>>331185(OP)
Just don't be a dalit
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No.331622
>>331185(OP)
used to haopen a lot to me too.
i used to get very angry and tried to randomly pick fight with people like banging shoulders then arguing.
Realised it was because of my internal feeling of failure(took admission i tier 3 college) and my inner hate was projecting outside.
Meditation and running helps in this case cant say for gym because i used to go before behaving this way too.
Ultimately you have to let go if your inner conflicts and live in the moment,your depiction of hate outside is the representation of inner hate
