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Q3IqL8
No.343826
it's been a long, long while, since I've seen the place of this chan. I am not sure for better or worse, but I always find myself here in empty moments, life's going good, as good as it gets I suppose.
You don't know me, you know parts, maybe, I am sure most of you are summerfags either way, but sure, for the sake of conversation, lets say so.
A couple of strange coincidences occurred in the past few days, and for some reason im inclined to share it with you.
I believe in this thing, well I dont know what I believe to be frank, Law of Assumption, manifesting, whatever you'll call it, to most of you here it will scream bullshit, and at moments, so does to me, but I can't ignore the face of it.
For a brief, the Law of Assumption states,. that reality itself is, a sort of reflection of one's conscious, that what you believe is a part of what you experience, and many things of such nature, like Non-Duality (which I believe to be legitimate entirely so) are added within this phenomenon.
This whole shebang was taught by this guy, Neville Goddard, now at the surface it screamed bullshit, the look of it, a guy who's just not old enough to be saying anything so mystical, I trust Hermes Trismegistus over a guy in the 1920's, its scammy.
But then I read into it, I listened to his lectures, and books, I'll be frank, Ive got a girl who I love, she introduced me to it all, and sure, Ive always respected the crazy shit in life.
It requires nothing of you, a scam requires something, you need crystals or tarrot readings or donations, this? This asks nothing, sure if you're stupid there's grifters out there taking your money through coaching, but all of it, its all freely available, theres nothing you even need to do, you don't need to become crazy in actuality.
What Neville asks his for a test, is to assume, right as you go to bed, meaning right as you drift into sleep, to imagine anything, his example test is a ladder, imagine, from your POV, climbing a ladder, not just the idea of it, feel it, and think as though you already are, you are climbing a ladder, and then drift to sleep as such. Repeat this for a while, and people report naturally, somehow, the opportunity to climb ladders arises.
Bullshit, you're thinking, just think? I know, thats what I thought. But If you permit me, here's my experience of it, knowing this practice for about, 3 years, and taking it somewhat seriously for about a few months.
The first thing I ever "manifested" properly into reality, was a magazine, I liked a magazine, fictionally mentioned in a book, it was a fake thing, I wanted to see something like that in reality, and I did the thing, and lo and behold about a few days later on, I see a small booklet, in my own drawer with the title of a section, from this imaginary thing, strange, but the funny thing is, it was found during the search for some important papers, basically an organization owed us money, they refused payment for years, and now they accepted, this real booklet was found through a search of it, the payout was for around 50 lakhs.
See I dont need you to trust this one incident, its too vague, I never dreamt of the money, but the other big incident, I tried some months ago, to do something, to test it again. See the problem is, the method relies on just having it already, trusting that its there, and letting it be, you stop desiring, you change your current state and reality matches, this is hard if what you want is, strong, you will instinctively check reality and get frustrated, or never even do the method properly.
So I tried something with a little more detachment, I tried to get a Mac book, why? just because I never liked them, I dont care for it, but secretly it'd be cool to own one, so I imagined owning one, felt its texture and its ownership, I quite literally felt the state of its ownership, and then dur
Q3IqL8
No.343838
>>343826(OP)
during a visit home, an uncle who had caused some financial distress ages ago, wished to sort of mend relations, he had been visiting us and was in conversation with me, about laptops seemingly, he suggested that I take one of his Mac books, he had bought two for my cousins, but one of them really didn't need it, and so he wanted to give them over to me (He had already come with some debt repayment)
This somewhat blew my mind, I had no idea what to do, but I rationalized it.
For the past few days Ive been deep into it again, I want something, but I could not bring my damn self to trust it, its just a coincidence its just, its not real or even if it is it cant work all the time. I cried 2 days ago, in the night, for no reason, hoping for something to soothe me over, some release?
Yesterday, friends of mine told me, theres a man outside our complex area, with a bible, in a nearby shop, and he's strange or something, I am quite interested in christianity, so I decided sure why not meet him.
We speak, and talk about catholics and what not, and he shifts the conversation towards Neville Goddards interpratation of the bible, about how theres no coincidences, about the lectures ive been pouring over he tells me points from them, and recommends me the damn book he doesnt know ive read twice for answers, he talks about Kant, fichte, perception, reality, awareness and the worst fucking part he even looks like Neville Goddard.
I tell him, Ive been reading up on it, a lot, I ask him, is this a coincidence, he just smiles?
Ive been a mess since this, I dont know what the fuck to believe frankly.
Neville Goddard has a line, where he says when it happens, it will happen in a way it seems like it always would have, it will be obvious, and if you believe so, you will go back to sleep not knowing that you consciousness created this reality.
Q3IqL8
No.343847
>>343838
Im sitting here poured over. I genuinely was scared to see him, I go over all of this for weeks now, just listening with one doubt, I understand it all and to an extent can tolerate the idea but just cannot buy something so absurd.
How? Why can this be? Why is it that my reality is a result of my thinking? The man even mentioned how paradoxical it all is, that suffering is a result of ones own being?
I dont understand it, not at all, I can see its flavour and its result, its, its not just nothing? I've had quite a few incidents, nearing this, with intention but never as hard hitting as this last one, this was a real response, i asked a question and got literally pulled randomly for an answer, not a random mention of manifesting somewhere but really.
My brain tries to rationalize it, to see the disappointment, to disappoint myself to just avoid this practice, but it makes no sense, nothing does.
I am not going crazy, I go to work, I deal with reality and I am still myself, but what do I make of it? Just a crazy day! Time to sleep! or do I jump in? Why am I even scared to try?
I cant do the method, its scary, its really I havent genuinely done it since the laptop thing, I simply procrastinate on it, why?
if its all bullshit then why not just fuck around?
Q3IqL8
No.343848
>>343845
I regret to inform you, that I just write long words, good god, have the summerfags gotten so young they cannot sit through a blogpost?
Q3IqL8
No.343860
>>343847
>>343848
Inch isnt the place for this, but Im too tired to go anywhere else.
I know, I know that you and your misery will never let you see anything, Ive been there, I am still holding a foot in the door.
Life cannot be this easy, but then again, I unfortunately seem to not be able to shake it all off. I am happy, I am.
But that means letting go of suffering, and desiring, not desire, but desiring, theres a difference
