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I'll never be this
XXxdgz
No.407257
feel like ive become a monster.. my thoughts are out of my control.. what i think is out of a normal person's belief.. i observe the sky.. i observe the water flushing on the commode fast and then stopping to bare droplets.. collecting and then falling away.. i see the fizzz on my energy drink can.. i run to feel better but it doesnt get better... i spam music in my ears 24/7 but the thoughts dont stop.. i imagine what would it be if it were me in his place.. or if i didnt share this blood.. would it be easier.. or then maybe i wouldnt ever have this feeling.. the feeling to protect someone bcuz of who theyre.. there might be many attractive people.. but not all are whom u care for.. is it my bad planets.. or is it something i have done in my last life.. why am i facing this when i dont want to .. i imagine a world where we would be together .. i would be able to feel some emotions... not be so emotionless and tired .. yearning for someone and things that can never happen.. why am i like this?
KXucwz
No.407268
>>407257(OP)
Achcha
moStQg
No.407336
i feel really different too, my behavior has become indifferent and callous to an extent i dont care about even my blood relations. like i am one of those who will tread on my own kin for my personal growth.
