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Confession and ultimate blackpill
Rs89Bw
No.527858
I am an unkill who has spent a decade on these sites and I have reached a final conclusion after all these years.
I hate India. I hate Indians. Not because of underdevelopment, or genetics or whatever, but primarily because I have always been a social misfit. I could never adjust in school, college or workplaces or among friends or community in general. No matter how hard I tried it always felt forced and inauthentic.
I only found solace on TV, internet, video games and novels since childhood and always leaned towards Western or Japanese media.
I hate anything related to mainstream Indian culture especially cricket, bollywood, and politics.
Of all Indians I hate north Indians and Hindi speakers the most because of how backwards they are but yet act like the default Indians and expect everyone to be like them and accomodate them.
I hate Indian culture in general, and the ideals that Indians hold dear, like competetive exams, arranged marriage, ass kissing Army, Hindutva, (indian) nignoggery, obsession with inmigrating to white countries etc.
I unironically feel happy when India loses in cricket especially to some team like Pakistan or Bangladesh. I unironically want China or Pakistan to rape Kashmir, or some Chink NE state to sparate from India.
Not because I have sympathies for these so called enemies, but it just feels good to see the mainstream Indian population and their ideals be put to their place.
I have realized that all humans are ultimately alone in this world. Nobody truly cares if you live or die, and if they do it is for selfish reasons because they see you as an extension of themselves.
We have a limited time in this world that we spend on distractions and pleasure seeking and then we die so that our offsprings can do the same. There is no meaning or goodness in any of this.
No Deva or Devi is going to save you or give meaning to your life. Modiji, Virat Kohli or some army commander won't care if you live or die, and yet we put these people on pedestals.
bRevb2
No.527859
>>527858(OP)
Aur ro k2e
Rs89Bw
No.527861
>>527858(OP)
One of the reasons I like American autism and incel terrorism is because they understood what it means to be completely alienated and detached from community.
Columbine shooters, Elliot Rodgers etc. embraced total jihad of the self. Feel neglected and undervalued in society? Take action, RRR. Simple.
QGOpV7
No.527867
>>527861
Yeah, they actually "did", the needphool, jeetcels are larper. Bhosdapillers whine so much on the phorum like low t faggots. Just make promises and do it. Truth is none of them want to be gone, they want others to fight their battles. Low t fags, no wonder chadpreet is displacing them.
k+osJ6
No.527868
prime seething material for the swissbhangi 
Rs89Bw
No.527872
>>527867
What is the solution apart from rope. The pain and shame never goes away. I always feel like I am fighting an uphill battle against a society that doesn't want me, just to survive and function.
Jnp0K9
No.527874
>>527858(OP)
Where are you from?
Rs89Bw
No.527876
>>527874
Bluru
KYWbPM
No.527877
Jnp0K9
No.527878
>>527876
bmsce kannadiga anon?
KYWbPM
No.527879
>>527876
settle to some low noise city then
GtMtYM
No.527881
>>527858(OP)
SO you're a typical Bhosadpilla who failed at life so now drags everyone else down to feel better about himself?
Wtv, I kinda agree with the eggjam and Army part, Lundian army is the most retarded and inept force ever, the air force more so.
Rs89Bw
No.527883
>>527881
Pretty much yes. But I still feel empathy for fictional characters especially in foreign media like anime because it is not part of my reality.
