/gen/ - General

so it was the 1st week of october2022, i had just finished 12th and went to chill at my mama’s village for 3-4 months. while i was there, there was this girl-let’s call her starfire, she’s jaat. she used to check my bhangigram profile every day, probably some random stalker. then after a few days, she replied to my story with a laugh emoji. i was like "okay she’s kinda noticing me" so we started chatting normally, just small talks nothing fancy. later i found out she lived like 10-12 km away from me. so yeah, distance wasn’t a problem, we kept talking all day like besties. then boom - 4 novemebr 2022 midnight. out of nowhere she blocks me on bhangigram. super shocking. i started overthinking but eventually went to sleep.

next day, i messaged her on bhatsapp asking "why you blocked me?" she replies late at night. turns out, she told her best friend (let’s call her lichi) about me, how we were talking for a month etc. lichi got suspicious, grabbed her insta id, read our chats and said "bro these chats don’t even look like friends" then lichi blocked me from starfire’s account. after that starfire says "im kinda feeling some things" my reaction was mixed - like "yeah i’m getting kinda close to you too" then she hits me with "in the end we’ll get hurt. better to break now before it gets worse" i was like “let’s just try, right?" . we didn’t talk much about that again. we had some random stuff like havan in her girls hostel and then went back to regular chats.

btw my mom knew about her too.

fast forward - our relationship lasted like 17-18 months. but in the last 4-5 months fights popped up outta nowhere over smallest things. i never understood why. we tried talking and sorting stuff, but nada. then march morning 8 am. i call her and she drops the breakup bomb. i lost it, cried like a baby that day. my mom walked into my room and saw me bawling. she asked what happened, i tried to stay quiet but she knew something was off. we talked a little about it.

her hostel friends - karela and amla (yeah those names) - also talked to my mom. they never showed it, but both hated me because i took away their friend who had stolen from them. mom said "amla and karela both friends are super manipulative and they manipulated starfire too. but hey let it go tarbuza you’ll find a way better girl soon enough"

after 3 days, i even tried to fix things with lichi (the same one who blocked me) who somehow became a decent friend. i asked her to talk some sense into starfire but no luck.i made one last call to starfire to patch things up but during the call, she and her friends (same karela and amla roommates) basically trashed my self respect. bros that still stings hard. before hanging up, her friend was all polite like "thanks for the happy moments tarbuza" and i was like, yeah right. after that i never looked back.

starfire kept stalking me secretly, wished me happy birthday from fake account, did all kinds of weird stuff - but i think the spark is totally dead now. what’s the point? and yeah that was my first realish love story. it still hurts bros.

i tried hard for 17-18 months to meet her in person, but it never happened. hostels, cities, excuses - always something. she was only 10-12 km away. my mama’s son was like "just bunk from the hostel, i’ll set up everything" but i didn’t want to risk my/her safety so i let it go. sometimes when i go to mama’s gavv, i pass right by her house too, and all those old memories just hit me all over again.

sometimes at night, i miss those things a lot bros.

too much yapp, just feeling low today.

just two days later i went to my dadi’s house. my raani chachi was there too, reading future by looking at her son’s palm lines. then she looked at my hand and said "there was a really good match with someone but it didn’t last. in the coming year, there’s another match like that" - match that still hasn’t happened.

>>3000

nyoo anon its all true

>>2998

one anon asked for it weeks ago

>>2996(OP)

Brutal, move on is the only solution. Find some other fruit in your new relationship tarbuza san.

>>3006

>Yaar ab to nayi uber rich gamer psycho analyzing small but gori chitti mogger skull structure and 18 year old high iq girl mil gyi

Didn't understand shiet. God you zoomers are goner.

Speak english.

>>3009

yes

>Just saying got a really pretty girl with great skull and features just how I like with interest in psychiatry and some pop philosophy who is really interesting to talk to and is gori chitti and ameer

nice yaar

>Was that so hard to understand?

i mean kinda but i was exaggerating cuz how it was filled with zoomer slangs.

>rest of the para

damn...enjoy the kaalej life saar.

>>3007

>Find some other fruit

yeah, im looking forward to grabbing raven instead of starfire.

>>3002

>>3003

hi anon

>>3033

more ananwa

>>3009

interesting story anon