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how to restart your life
1y8dvh
No.648
i was the jeefag anon who made its owar thread few days ago
i tried to focus on real life instead of wasting my time on internet but failed
here is a little backstory
>be me
> life is fine
> gave 10th boards
>score 97% without even studying
>think of myself as some genius
>decides to give jee
>on my way to kota
>study geniunly for 1 month
> think its too easy
> starts procrastinating
> got addicted to porn
> doomscrolling on ig
> also got some weird habit of abusing dalits and muzzies on xitter
> discord chutiyapanti
> starts using reddit
> discovers imageboard
> things are getting worse day by day
> rotting since may 2023
> wasted 2 years in kota
> 12th board
>scores only 43%
> came back to my shithole town
>tries to improve things
>failed
> no social skills
>weird posture
> no self confidence
>literal defination of fag
>goes through humilaton ritual daily
> 17 year old kids are making fun of me
> ex classmates also started bullying
>too afraid to even take action
>feels so emasculated
> gave up
>tries to only focus on studies and leave this shithole
> unable to study cuz no focus and brain is filled with useless information
>continuous rotting
> earlies i had online friend to talk
>deleted all my accounts
> no one to talk to
>things are getting worse again
> continuous doing pajeetry
> brain still stuck in useless political drama
>what to do
>reyyyy
>tries to take step again
> nothing happens
> only 6 months left
> dont even remember basic maths
> scores -2 marks in last mock
> no motivation
> seems like i am gonna rot here forever
> owar owar owar
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
its fuckin owar
0UfFwl
No.649
>>648(OP)
read philosophy
1y8dvh
No.650
>>649
tried reading camus and nietzsche
i dont like philosophy
am more into doomer literature like dostoevsky Dazai kafka
and how tf is it gonna improve my present conditions
0UfFwl
No.651
>>650
go to rss shakha for a few months
1y8dvh
No.652
>>651
i used to go there when i was kid it was different back then
i went there once few months ago
all the kids were younger than me
while playing with them they started making fun of me
while doing dhwaja (that saffron flag hosting thing )i wasnt able to lead them
should try to go there again
i need to fix my insecurities first
but am unable
i am so pathetic yar
P+Xn6Z
No.653
>>648(OP)
Take the, Just do It
