/adv/ - Advice

Can I even go back to being normal again genuinely ?

Anonymous

RJ

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Ok so I have been addicted for porn since I was 10 years old thanks to the retarded kids at school and didn't had a good childhood after that with neglectful parents and getting sexually assulted at 16 doesn't help by the fact that I'm a tranny as well Then comes around college and the wifi's firewall basically blocked all sorts of porn sites and got desperate for whatever reason Pixiv wasn't banned so I jerked for a year and a half straight to anime women and lolicon art. Decided to scroll the comments one day and found someone with a trans flag profile and got curious. Chatted with her for some time and she invited me to dms where I got send actual CP and my mind stopped working and for whatever reasons continued talking to her and saw all the horrible shit for 3 months straight before came to the conclusion that yeah shit this is actually wrong and blocked her a year later these thoughts are coming back. What the fuck ? What was I thinking ? I have never felt attraction towards children before and felt super uncomfortable the entire time but still decided to go through for 3 months, was it shock ? Morbid curiosity that went too far ? My own truma and upbringing ? I geniunely don't know. I have all sorts of thoughts and they all make me super uncomfortable meaning yeah I'm definitly not attracted to children but don't know why the fuck did I even do that. Out of options I asked my parents for advice and they legit said how all adults have thoughts about fucking children but there's a difference between actually doing it so that was a deadend. Can I even go back to being normal again or is it over for me ?

Anonymous

loc-IN

Are you cuckbrained or bbcbrained

Anonymous

loc-IN

>>2027 kys bbcuckposter

Anonymous

loc-IN

didnt read, kys

Anonymous

loc-IN

>>2026 >I have never felt attraction towards children before >before Yaar muslim