I am frustrated with life. I've just been crying since last night, and thoughts of s***d are coming all the time. I feel like nothing good is going to happen in my life now. I'm already 29, I have no career, no health, and my family is also very picky. They don't even talk to me properly, nor do they allow me to go out for a job. I don't want to get married, nor do I have any interest in all of that. There is no happiness in life, and no one who can understand me or with whom I can share my feelings or problems. Now, I don't even feel like living. I feel lost all day, like I have become a living corpse. Suddenly I get anxiety, then I vomit, and I keep crying all day. I can't see any future for myself. I think I will end myself in a few days.