Kalej finished
z2zqUz
No.132271
June 13 is the last day of college
Friend:0
GirlFirend:0
HoomanInteraction:40-70
Learnt: nothing.
Job: got one(luckily)
Suffering per day: 8-12 hours intense suffering.
SeriousAnxiety: 8 months.
Nashe: whiskey, Rum, GreenLeaves, cigarette.
Heart: shattered prices got shattered again.
Hate: developed towards avg unware contradicting ppl.
Internet: 6-9 hrs per day.
Social Anxiety:overcame
Shame:reduced.
Mental Health Lil bit better, more fortified.
HairLine: Receded.
Empathy: reduced, laugh off when some avg jeet suffer.
uEkdSe
No.132273
>>132271(OP)
bhai, I have terrible social anxiety
any upaay other than lifting weights (which I can't) or exposure?
z2zqUz
No.132275
>>132273
Dont know yaara just face it. There is no escape. Eventually i got used to it, it takes time anon. Meditate every day or just do naamJapp of any god....or do something you reach extreme end of this anxiety.
4YTiDr
No.132276
>>132273
Talk to yourself in the mirror, try talking to randoms on voice chats, be self aware of when you acting abnormally when interacting with someone, also dont think too deep about any conversation, usually the other person is as clueless as you
z2zqUz
No.132278
>>132276
Yaara im normal now, i goto nearby park and talk to ppl, im finally not that weird, slefish autist loser. I just hope i would have came to this realization earlier.
uEkdSe
No.132280
>>132278
fuck, I've beaten into my head that I am an autistic schizo maybe I should change as well
Good job on making it out
4YTiDr
No.132281
>>132278
how do you initiate conversations with ranos? genuine question because when I usually see people they are either talking with someone or just give certain looks to me
I also sometimes feel that I am not assertive enough, example of this would be that if I am asking from something from someone up front, I would gather enough courage to say it once, but if for some reason they dont hear it then I would feel embarrassed to ask again, I kind of risk coming out as a weird in a sense that I am continuously asking for that 1 thing
uEkdSe
No.132286
>>132281
kek, I know this feeling.
