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I just want one thing
I've only ever wanted for one thing so badly in the past 4 years and that's to troon out. I just want to get tits and get rid of my huge cock. Is it too big a dream?
States create reality
wVluX6
No.377987
>je suis
>Start feeling I am not enough a while back
>Start to feel that life is cruel, that I am worthless
>reality reflects
>Particularly believe my physique is bad
>people tell me negative things, about my body, to my face
>ffwd
>Been assuming my physique is actually still great, and as great and greater than it was
>a few days of not worrying about my body
>Getting more compliments, out of nowhere
>people asking me, bro do you go to the gym alot? where do I go?
>Dude you're tall and muscular how do you maintain mass?
>Already feeling amazing, start working out more because of this
>physique gets way better than it has ever been
Quite a few examples of this, and always, thought changes, then reality, I started working out AFTER i had assumed I was already doing well physically.
>Feeling like crap about my looks
>Know that I am beautiful but feel like "ive lost it"
>Need x, need to do y
>pussy mindset
>Say fuck it, and start to see beauty in my face
>Feel beautiful, and treat myself as beautiful
>Literally next morning
>Woman on twitter comments on a post I wrote with almost zero followers saying "How are you so pretty"
>Start feeling even more solid in this reality
>Take pictures, videos
>Quite literally having old female friends, even men tell me how beautiful I look
>even people close to me tell me my face looks like its changed, its glowing
This happened in a day, I went to sleep after looking at myself in the mirror and literally transposing the idea of an unattainable beauty to myself, as I already have it.
I do not believe it is placebo, placebo is an interpretation of existing data, but placebos do not change reality, I dont just feel beautiful I have it proved, I have it proved that my physique is good, by people saying it.
As such, I've stopped believing bad about myself, friends who know this thought process tell me its like how a woman thinks, and i think thats right, and I realize I've been given so much love from this reality ever since I started just being what I already want.
It has permeated everything, I feel lonely? I consider that I am popular, wanted, beloved, and the next day I have the most sociable interactions. I want something? Why would I, I already am all that I desire.
I am genuinely grateful to have found this, I used to be such a miserable fuck, sitting there in my own suffering and not even willing to leave it, you can quite literally stop suffering, its that easy.
wVluX6
No.377989
>>377987(OP)
I've changed entirely due to a change in thought.
>No longer fuss over money, generous always, and recieve even more
>no longer worry about women, always get what or whomsoever I want
>no longer worry about life, I'll make it, always
and ever since
>Gotten richer, family and my own self receive a great flow of cash
>With the woman I love
>Having an amazing time with academic pursuits
I wake up literally everyday with a desire to just live, I can feel ease and relaxation, even if I have a bad day, it is controlled, thoughts are always either neutral or positive.
I can feel how it affects me and the people around me.
wVluX6
No.377990
>>377989
I even stopped hairloss, had a small spell of a little more hair than I should lose, but I stopped fucking worrying and my hair is amazing. I love posting nicholson because I love the joie-de-vivre he exudes.
AGA91r
No.377992
>>377987(OP)
Just to achieve average results you needed to do all this lmao
wVluX6
No.377993
To anyone reading this:
Stop being your own enemy. Stop fighting your own self. Self-degradation, pessimism, and nihilism come to you disguised as logic; it is not rational to keep your own self down.
Take the risk of being it. Try to have it. Know it is yours and rest in it. Stop looking for it. You already have all you want.
wVluX6
No.377994
>>377992
It's been beyond average, and I practically have to do nothing.
AGA91r
No.377995
>>377994
Yeah sure brah, start modeling now you atleast have blue eyes by now right?
wVluX6
No.377997
>>377995
I dont desire modelling, but if I wanted to I know it can easily workout. Ive been posting on social media for a while now and honestly its very new and interesting to suddenly go from not much of anything special to a great deal of attention online and irl.
You can just have what you want, its that simple
AGA91r
No.378000
>>377997
Yeah sure bro you should shape shift into god and remove pain from the life of people by eliminating K2As.
wVluX6
No.378004
>>377997
There is simply no other way forward for me. I do not wish to exist in a reality where I beat my own self down, I do not wish to exist within a limitation.
Do you ever notice your anxiety and fear doesn’t give you a coherent solution, ever, its always in the same direction. I’ve generally mistaken my fears for reality, and believed I was smart for assessing damage, a good portion of my life Ive been driving to not hit things when I should have been driving to reach places.
Why would you want to live in a reality created by your anxiety, where you have no worth, where you will lose? There is no winning over these fears, they wont let you risk anything and they wont let you even settle!
Does the fear ever let you be happy? You’re either afraid you’re not enough, or you’re afraid you wont ever be enough so why try, why even believe you can be. It wont let you sit still and it wont let you move ahead.
I write this not just for you but its a good way to hear myself, Its better to actually drive your thoughts with consciousness than be controlled by them, you are not your thoughts.
wVluX6
No.378005
>>378000
Why would i shift into anything when Im already well enough?
I wonder why you have to bring muslims into a discussion about self belief, I hope you see what thoughts you occupy, theres no muslims ready to fuck your mother, relax.
wVluX6
No.378007
>>378000
I hope whoever you are that you wake up tomorrow renewed and joyous, I hope you see that you can atleast be happy in your life, and I hope you find peace and clarity. Take care, anon
I think i should start sleeping early, but im chilling tonight, im here to blogpost moar if anyone wants to engage.
