/b/ - Random

Sometimes, in the middle of the night when I have something important to do tomorrow, I usually cannot sleep, and when I can't sleep, I think about why is it that I am trying to sleep, and what is it that makes tomorrow so important. And where is my life going, turns out nowhere.

I find myself just laying in the bed and seeing my plight, an absolute truecel in height, frame, face, race, money, you name it. And a truecel whose soul and confidence has been absolutely shattered by the treatment I have received.

I realise that no matter what I do, I will never get a good job, I will forever be stuck as a wageslave who earns at max just 15kINRpm.

And I cannot tell you how much grave distress it causes me to realise that I will never have a wife who is a virgin, who doesn't drink or smoke, and someone who will support me from thick to thin. The fact that women don't judge a man by his heart but just by his looks.

The fact that in this world it doesn't matter what is being said, but rather who says is, what their race is, what their height is, how many chicks can they pull, how much money do they have, etc.

And I will be lying to you, if i don't admit that sometimes I am so sad, and in a state where I want to cry but I can't when I try cause I am too depressed to even show my emotions, it just feels like the joy of life, the fire to live inside me is all lost.

I have also concocted an imaginary world, an imaginary girlfriend, because that's all that I have to do to remain sane in my real life. I don't see why I live, I don't understand why I have to suffer.

I have no one to talk to about this, as nobody understands. And spreading the 'blackpill' is dangerous because it only provides normies with more ammunition against hapless incels like me.

theres no escape in dreams too. normally when i dream of my school days i enjoy a few conversations/experience love with a girl (luciddreamingmaxx). but over the past few days i have consoomed and seen so much blackpill content that its affecting me in my dreams too. when i try to talk to girls in my dreams i lose lucidity and go to a different scenario.

aizen please dont reply in this thread fakecel

CAPTCHA - naki

>>9632(OP)

The thing is that all incels believe a lie. They have seen so much blackpill content (which is false of course) that they now believe it. It's of course jarring to hear, but they have destroyed their lives, their will to live, their ability to view a human normally, over a lie.

>error 404 no incels found

Dym I got a banger while reading this thread

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bwb8oA6JBDc?si=fOD_QK--07WXFOTJ[embed]

>>9657

Blackpill deniers be like, "well bro i know a guy....so bp is wrong"(discard anyform of study or common sense)

>>9667

Shut the fuck up bluepilled cuckson.

>>9677

True. Incels are quite rare. As overwhelming majority of men have relationships. It's just me who hasn't dated or ever will.

And while majority of men do get laid, it's the men at the top who do the most amount of fucking. And have their own harems.

>>9723

> "NNOOOO HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT IVE DESTROYED MY LIFE BECAUSE I GOT MEMED NOOOOO"

>>9729

Okay bluepiller. This is a thread for incels if you're better than us, make your own thread for praising yourself faggot.

>>9730

What a nígger you are. A huge one. Your life will forever be trapped in these blackpill and NEET threads. You're better than this.

>>9742

Yeah right. Why does it bother you though? This thread wasn't even aimed at you. Feel free to fuck off.