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AXNxCx
No.437859
For a while, well atleast 2 days, I've had one main objective.
Sleep. Having been a floating log last 2-3 year, and having recently come into a position where I can no longer afford to be so, I've also found that I have quite a lot of advantages, but then some disadvantages.
I have a particularly hard time trying to sleep and mostly so due to living arrangements that I am temporarily stuck in, living with people is a different kind of hell.
Usually its them, its their chatter or some random passerby's dribble that you'll eventually either be disturbed by or engage within.
It'd be a lie to not tell you, that unfortunately tonight, I bared all of that well. It was my fault mostly.
Melatonin is a strong aid, so strong that I missed my 5 am - 6 am alarms, and maybe its also my fault for running a schedule that is so easy to fail at.
I woke up just in time enough to fulfill the days duties. Very rushed. This is not a good way to start the day.
What I did wrong was
1. Forget how strong of a sleep Melatonin gives
2. Still being distracted by other people
3. Not buying that damn sleep mask yet
4. Forgot to reenable Alarms (Chief mistake)
Although what i did right
1. Stopped using screens after 10
2. Light reading only
3. Dimmed lights
4. Did actually go to sleep by 11 or so
For today, there's not much work, even for the weekend, there's actually a lot of planned outings.
8f7c2l
No.437861
>>437859(OP)
do 50 pushups before bed and you'll sleep like a baby. Just need to exhaust your body.
AXNxCx
No.437864
>>437861
My body is currently quite exhausted due to physical strain. At any point within this week, I've had some muscle soreness in major groups.
I cant sleep because of disturbances, I sleep very fickle, even when dead tired I can be woken up and I'll stay up.
Its more or so about
1. Not being able to dim the lights
2. Some random roommates fucking friends or whatever coming in for a conversation at 12 am
3. The roommates themselves being noisy.
I can cope with this, I just need to stop taking melatonin, my sleep today was too deep.
oot+N7
No.437873
>>437864
I also need to start drinking more milk, and protein. I can still feel muscle fatigue. Missing a workout when you're getting consistent feels like shit.
YbF140
No.437999
>>437859(OP)
It's midday and Im dead tired, not physically but mentally. Staying put for attendance and doing nothing particularly of importance is killing me.
I've just been reading in this time, but it causes some strange reactions within my head, even though all im going to do after this class is head to a coffee shop and breath.
I've been reading Germinal, to be honest I find it boring 2 chapters in, but I'll give it more time, and continuing surprisingly easily with The Kafirs of Hindu Kush, even though its 1900s prose writing.
Now I just need to find a good coffee place to sit in for a while. I hate going back to my room.
YbF140
No.438001
>>437999
ALSO the photography module gave me a great idea to go out in the city and use my damn camera.
u3pg/q
No.438002
take good sleep if you want to do actual mental work like coding or shit like that otherwise you are just doing formalities. i slept 3:15 am till 12:30pm. i have realized i need to sleep 7-9 hrs minimum irrespective of my physical activity or whether i am cooming daily or not.
YbF140
No.438015
>>438002
Most of my work is artistic so somewhat mental, but ironically being sleep deprived helps the process way more. But I sleep on time and sleep well.
u3pg/q
No.438019
>>438015
never helps me tho, i just feel as if i am pushing life and doing formalities. i have adjusted my circadian rythm to night specifically because world is quiet at night.
u3pg/q
No.438020
>>438015
what do you do? photography?
YbF140
No.438024
>>438019
Its better to sleep and wake up early tbh. Life is always better when you're up early. It gives me much more time to ease myself into the day, and I dont feel rushed by college or gym.
Now i just need a good cafe.
YbF140
No.438025
>>438020
Fine arts, painting. We're just doing a module on film and video rn, so brought out my camera.
u3pg/q
No.438032
>>438024
i could have done it if i was alone and had peaceful quiet environment. its so bad only place i can study at is my kalej's library or my room from 11-3/4am. rest few moments of time i get means nothing.
>>438025
damn, didnt know such people are here too. i wanted to get a camera when i get a job so that i can capture things in it when i move out to explore world.
Cpdpw4
No.438041
>>438032
>damn, didnt know such people are here too
I've been an Inch old fag since 2019, I've been here longer than most summerfags
>i could have done it if i was alone and had peaceful quiet environment. its so bad only place i can study at is my kalej's library or my room from 11-3/4am
Atp, my room is also not a great place for me. My life quality got immediately better once I stopped being in my room, and its only due to one roommate in particular who is quite demanding. I try my best to avoid him.
This is also why I've started to visit cafes to work and chill more, and its actually great and better use of my money than blowing it on blinkit.
u3pg/q
No.438042
>>438041
i feel you man, being not well-off is genuinely a curse and kills so much time that i feel frustrated and sometimes on brink of despair.
There is too much noise in my home and specially now because too much useless discussion about stupid things as my brother is getting married.
>I've been an Inch old fag since 2019
i see, i came on inch around dec 2020 when i was just 16yr old.
Cpdpw4
No.438045
>>438042
>i feel you man, being not well-off is genuinely a curse and kills so much time that i feel frustrated and sometimes on brink of despair.
There is too much noise in my home and specially now because too much useless discussion about stupid things as my brother is getting married.
I miss my home, I used to have a room for privacy, it was great.
I'm currently in the process of finding an apartment for myself, will move out soon enough.
