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5OkN3E
No.437036
There is some benefit to blogposting. Over all life has been good. I’ve started hitting the gym again, its a miracle I havent lost muscle mass during weightloss periods.
I don’t believe that I need the gym, I believe i already have whatever frame required, but I know its a good state of mind to be in regardless, the state of mind where I am regularly doing something that sets my day up nicely.
Although here still the mind plays its own tricks, Ive fortunately developed a helpful voice in my mind, that is a voice I like to listen to.
I woke up a little later than I should have and almost didnt go, owing to an immediate submission under sleepiness and early rising anxiety, but somehow my brain summoned a calm helpful voice of reason.
Ive been doing things differently, I am soon going to be changing living accommodations, Im not too young but this is the first big boy move im making and im proud of myself on how easily I handle it all.
I also realize subsequently that life is not bad, this is a statement that will seem retarded but let me tell you, when you’re suffering even the parts that are actually good about life will seem worse off
Slowly Ive been having a realisation over these 3-4 months that my life is basically good. Its actually fun to involve myself in work, its fun to do the right things.
Slowly Ive been doing things, new stuff, small stuff. Not to say I was some sort of a NEET shutin but I believed life to be so hard, its not.
Its been a good start to 2026 so far.
5OkN3E
No.437044
>>437036(OP)
Ive had to deal with particularly pestering presences constantly but seem to have to capability Id credit to my teenage destruction of the self narrative of introversion have gotten control of.
Some people dont take no for answers, some people dont like it when you tell them no, these people are blinded by paternally given arrogance I believe.
Ive been reading again, a lot more. Quitting reel watching was a good decision, such a horrible use of time. I can feel my mental faculties resume functioning.
atdYJX
No.437046
>>437036(OP)
Godspeed anan. It REALLY is important to busy ourselves in work if we want to escape the negativity our mind generates in periods of stagnation.
Make a thread on /gen/ and post updates there. It's comfier and more suitable for blogposts. You'd also have occasional visitors sharing their stories.
atdYJX
No.437048
>>437044
What are you reading?
5OkN3E
No.437052
>>437046
Well yes, I’ve slowly been getting much better mentally since 2025, and mostly am out of whatever rut i was in.
Im currently reading The Kafirs of Hindu Kush, wanted to pick a book Id actually wanna read.
atdYJX
No.437057
H6vayY
No.437060
Tldr
